goodnight my love i no longer wish to wake can not resist the urge to sleep a deep death sleep no more do i want the bright light of life it burns my eyes and every breath sears my throat i choke on every inconsequential beat of my heart
goodnight my love the dream was sweet saccharine in its promises but the reality sours on my tongue it tastes of bitter anger and spoiled hope and has become too foul to swallow too sharp to touch my hands bleed from holding it too tight
goodnight my love it is not your fault there was just too much pain and now i will sleep it all away hidden deep within from the bite of this cruel life curled around what little of me is left like a small vein of gold in a mountain because i was golden once
Don't tell me What to do I don't care What you think.
Don't tell me The rules They're meant To be broken.
Don't tell me I'm wrong I know I'm right.
So what if I'm different. I'm not A molded figure.
I'm different, Free Of the Rules.
Everything is meant To change. Nothing is Forever.
The normal Exists to be broken.
feel me i am coarse rough like scar tissue under soft hands
smell me i am sour like rotten fruit in the hot sun fermented and bruised
see me i am grotesque warped and twisted in upon myself covered in scabs of pain i repulse nature and wither man
know me i am fear darkness hardened to a point sharp like razors under the nails of hope i pry, i prey
and you may taste of me lick every drop of acid as it leaches from these pores become drunk on the insanity that soars
i am the fear of gods the bane of devils
i am woman hear me roar
Fiction friction Dancing knives Misery of seduction Adulterously found wives Burnt out dreams in a relation Kill your chances at happy lives Be hungry for more, starvation Murderous blood fills your eyes Be false in a truthful fashion Lie to me,I love your lies Agony mad distraction Insanely I deprive Fiction friction My drive to you US I
lie to me, my love lie because you know it's wrong betray me, my heart whisper false words into my soul look at me and lie watch the tears of deception, of love fall endlessly from my eyes i have broken broken in a way that only i can fix no more pretty perjuries falling from your mouth please no more find no forgiveness in my heart only acceptance as i now play my part
I appreciate your support and help so much.
Thanks for everything
the taste of you lingers on my tongue in my heart your breath still tingles like electricity across my skin you have crept all the way in and i love the feel of you here kissing me from inside singing in my veins making me throughly insane crazy in a fantastic way where everything is possible but now even the thought of losing you drives me mad with pain i wilt at the nightmare of my body without you in it empty alone hollow totally worthless without you within now you know we are too intertwined if i lose you i die are you prepared for this devoted enough? you are wrapped up tied to all my vital insides and it is far too late for me to be without you now
IDENSHI～Clues There is no path to peace. Peace is the path. Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.To avoid criticism, do nothing, say nothing, be nothing.Everything you can imagine is real.Slipknot - Killpop Smooth plastic cupof psychotropic dru
7月3日 0:24 アメーバブログ
IDENSHI～Clues2 Only after the last tree has been cut down.Only after the last river has been poisoned.Only after the last fish has been caught.Only then will you find that money cannot be eatenThere is no shame in not knowing; the shame lies in not finding out⇨deep HawaiiHappiness is a perfume,you
7月4日 20:23 アメーバブログ
IDENSHI～Clues 3 feel mei am coarserough like scar tissue under soft handssmell mei am sourlike rotten fruit in the hot sunfermented and bruisedsee mei am grotesquewarped and twisted in upon myselfcovered in scabs of paini repulse nature and wither manknow mei am feardarkness hardened to a pointsharp
7月6日 0:56 アメーバブログ
IDENSHI～clues 4 coyly I grin to cover your skin with tingling poisonfeel sick yet my sweet petslyly I stalk watching you walk through all my trapstricked yet my little petviolently I smile ahead of you by miles follow my leadnipping at heels yet my slow petlewdly I touch to see you clutch on to what's not rea
7月7日 18:36 アメーバブログ
IDENSHI～clues 5 from birth we seek deathour bodies biologically programmed to grow and rotfrom the first breath we draw our lastit is naturalit is saneit is the order found in chaos without the threat of a reaper's cold touch what good is a lovers' cold clutchfor in our fear of nevermore we find the simple
7月12日 0:11 アメーバブログ
IDENSHI～clues 6 retaliation You won't get away with it…It took some timeTo convince myself That you don't exist.The laughter, The anger,The sadness that secretly consumed you.Everything that made you,Doesn't exist.The fear in your eyes,The cuts on your body,Hands clenched, gasping for air whileThe drugs soared thro
7月15日 17:53 アメーバブログ
IDENSHI～clues7 Flow of Our Spirit My stomach churns…devilish green monsters eat at me.They gnaw at my guts,whispering evil secrets in my ears:He has another…Cheat! He cheats!Moron…Trusting moron…I fight them-ragged tooth to jagged nail,but still they devour me…driving my jealous insanity.I search for clues,things that a
7月27日 21:40 アメーバブログ
IDENSHI～clues8 feel no fear The touch of you still lingers,deep beneath my skinCreating visions of your lips and places they have beenI smile as I remember,your body next to mineLonging to explore me,our hearts and soul entwinedI sigh in adoration,of whom I loved the mostYet this is not reality,For you are just a
8月5日 21:49 アメーバブログ
IDENSHI～clues 9 Let sleeping dogs lie. Slashing their wristswith textasSo red ink trickles downLaughing all the while.They don't know the hurt it caused,They don't see me cryShowing off their 'scars'To the worldThe most realistic win.Laughing all the while.They don't know the hurt it caused,They don't see me crySinging along
Empty Your Mind
