For my practice of English examinations, I will write my opinion in my original style like my diary in English for a change because I have been fed up with writing essay in examination style.
Title Do you believe that each soul has each age?
I believe that most people in the world feel a lot of stress on our everyday lives. In my case, I also feel stress a lot only aside from the time that I am sleeping. I often think what causes this fuckin’ world being filled with negative feelings and poor sense of value toward lives. People who never understand real kindness easily hurt other people who never hurt people around them. I conclude this is because it depends on ages of our souls.
A few years ago, when I was in my middle thirties, it was the most difficult time in my lifetime. Not to mention, the main reason was not music and even money but the relationship between humans. In this time, I had to face “what humans are”. For example, why this person only think about himself? Why this person say to me such a negative opinion? Why this person cannot celebrate lover’s happiness? In most cases, people insist their opinion for themselves in other words, for their benefits and try to steel other people’s kindness and their positive power by using words that as if they are right and mature to use the words. Even problems between lovers and between families, many people try to use silly solutions which are ended up often related to money or poor pride which I want to call them “poor souls”.
As far as I feel, ages of souls are already set when we were born. Even five years old child physically may be more than forty years old mentally. This innate ability will never increase dramatically even though we spend whole lives. Some people may stay around 10 years old through their lives, some people may initially reach forty years old and try to develop more. Unfortunately, people in lower ages never understand people in higher ages. In this case, one of serious problems is that people in lower ages tend to think as if they can understand what people in higher ages want to say. For example, let’s talk about world’s beloved word “love”. I guess most people in the world have used this word for lovers and families. However, not many adults can understand love certainly. In fact, there many people who believe they can understand the meaning of love only by having children and their love toward their children are somehow the perfect or the strongest. However, from my perspective, understandings love is not so easy and at least, they have to love themselves before giving love to others but in fact, most adults cannot manage even themselves.
I believe, people having higher ages at least understand that it is by no means easy for us to understand others including love. That’s why, they are careful about words they use toward others and try to avoid using negative and aggressive words for other people. On the other hand, lower ages people easily misunderstand who they are. Some lower people simply believe that having family is adult and getting high salary is mature and so on because they are thoughtless and immature in other simple words, stupid. In addition to this, one more serious problem is that they rarely develop their ages because of their lower ages who are not good at study like school grads which mean they never disappear from this world like insects. This is the reason why the world has been filled with a huge stress and why a lot of people are depressed. Furthermore, this basic system can apply for other problematic issues like wars. I want you to think. "Can people start wars if they know the real meanings of love or kindness". Maybe most dictators and politicians have physically mature and have their families saying they love their families and countries. I want you to look at the real. If people can understand their actual ages of souls, this world should be more beautiful filing with people’s kindness, tender expression of words and beautiful music as well.
In conclusion, this is not the opinion in order to persuade you to change your behavior but the fact. I do not think that I can change the world. However, I can adjust “my world” by avoiding relationship with people having different souls. At the moment, this is the most effective method for me in order to spend peaceful lifetime and avoid my serious depression.