..when you want to do something for someone else..
I saw my doctor today, lets share some backstory for this first..
I got my ears pierced a week or so ago... at the time I was really nervous because it's a re-piercing* 
And although she cleaned my ear lobe, I realised today that..... both piercings are infected 
I'm not affected by a lot of things but this one was surprising
I noticed it yesterday, 
it's unpleasant so I wont describe it in detail, but I can say it was mild~ not super super bad... but definitely infected. So I cleaned it 3 times yesterday just to be super careful.
I thought it was because of the shampoo when I washed my hair, but ... I think it is a metal allergy 
I booked my doctor this morning because I wanted to check if I can manage it myself or whether I need to do something more...
So I walked in and ofcourse.. an ...I'm a little creeped out by these things if I'm honest so when he asked me whats wrong I can't hide my expression of disgust (LOL) 
<< 
<<< 'please check it for me!!'
Well, 
he checks.. he said that he can't see the infection now so I'm doing well with the cleaning, but he gives me an antibiotic cream to use also 'any infection will have no chance now!'
I told Yusuke about it and he says he wants to give me beautiful piercings ... it's so sweet.
He's the sweetest..
Lately he says things and I just don't know if he realises how much it makes me smile. Just the sincere sweetness that I always love about him 
I want to bake him cookies 
and I thought... even though I don't especially want to eat cookies myself, I still feel like baking them just for him 
I hope that we can be together again soon 
