"Only by confronting your darkest fears can you find the light"


I've just tried playing this free online game called Hotel 626. And I'M SUPER FREAKED OUT NOW (゚Ω゚;)

It's a creepy game in which the player has to survive this haunted hotel. Thank kami-sama that it's a short game or I swear I would have had a heart attack.


And to think it came from a snack company (゜д゜;)


It's an interactive game so you'll have to turn on the sound(webcam is optional but it enhances the experience)

My advice to everyone is: DO NOT PLAY IN THE DARK

You'll end up peeing in your pants or crying ( ゚-゚)( ゚ロ゚)(( ロ゚)゚((( ロ)~゚ ゚


Seriously, it's a really well thought out and realistic game, with good CG and even better actors.

Official site: http://hotel626.com

Don't bother giving away your home number or whatever. Just the webcam will do (^O^)/


さって、そろそろ始めましょうか?

地獄への旅を...
So we've successfully concluded Founder's Day o(^▽^)o


Happy 130th Birthday RGS!! sparkle


AVPAの皆さんお疲れ様でした!よくできましたよ~ γ(▽´ )ツヾ( `▽)ゞ

I wonder, 10 years from now on Founder's Day, will I see everyone again?


Will things go back to the way they were?
Was really tiring but quite fun ヽ(゚◇゚ )ノ

Fashion Cluster looked super emo, but they're still expected to smile.

Like this: ( ̄▽+ ̄*)


Doesn't match their outfit at all though, because most of them looked like they were pulled out from Dead Or Alive, Underworld and in Nicole's case, anime. She looks exactly like how Kanda will look like if he were a girl, born in Singapore and shrunk by 10cm or so.

It's actually cool, to a certain extent teethgrin
いい一日だったよねε=(。・д・。) お疲れ様でした☆


明日すぐ来ちゃうなぁ... *sweat* 


目覚めたら、何が私を待っているの?


もう


わからないさ

(*´Д`)=з


OMG I CAN'T STAND IT EVEN THOUGH IT'S LIKE MY FAVOURITE SUBJECT ghostt


*mumblemumble*

(-з-)


My brain isn't working much nowadays *sigh*


Maybe green tea exposes your brain cells to radiation! Σ(゚д゚;)


Hmm... that must be the reason.
You know, I was just thinking.

Whenever we see someone on the streets, just when our focus turns itself onto a stranger, I wonder what kind of impressions form in everyone's minds. Maybe it's just part of our nature to judge people when we first see them; even if we say that we don't judge, doesn't it just mean that you're not taking any preferences?


Hmm yah, even I have my own impressions of people when I see them.


So stop trying to deny and listen for once.


Everyday we see different people around us, different people taking the bus with us, different people we brush past on the streets.

Is that merely a coincidence? Or are they fated to appear there and then?

Maybe each of us are linked somehow by some invisible thread of sorts, such that we'll meet when we're pulled together. Sometimes it's merely pulled away so we'll probably see the person again someday, but sometimes the thread breaks and we'll never meet again.


It's sad, but it happens all the time.


We can't see those threads, neither can we predict when another person will suddenly be pulled into our lives. At the same time, we can't say for sure that we'll definitely meet again someday, can we? Frustrating, yes, but that's what makes it so precious to us.


So maybe I should stop taking things for granted. If all the people around me disappear one day, I'll seriously cry(laughs). But I can't hold on forever without letting go, because there're so many other people for me to meet, I'll just have to keep walking. As do you (^∇^)

And who knows? Maybe the guy you walked past on the way back home could end up as your future husband :3
More Akame!! ≧(´▽`)≦ It's not as if I ship that pairing but I love their column haha. Anyway, this is taken from Myojo February 09 Special Issue:

(The problem here is that this student who's going on some graduation trip wants some advice on how to make the trip memorable for everyone. And incidentally the student decides to ask Akame for their own experience, though nothing came out of their discussion)

亀梨:修学旅行runs
赤西:修学旅行、ねえwhaley
亀梨:plingあれでしょ!?肝試しghostt怖い話ghostt夜にさーmoonghostt*sweat*
赤西:plingキャんプファイアー!!grins
亀梨:修学旅行で!?
赤西:あ、そうかarrow
亀梨:女子の部屋行くruns
赤西:女子の部屋はフツーに行くruns
亀梨:枕投げもやったかもconfused記憶は定かではないけどgrinsweat
赤西:じゃ、やった体でstopp
亀梨:そんなわけで、今月も終わりますarrow発売日にMYOJOを買ってくれた読者のみなさんheart2メリークリスマスdouble heart
赤西:12月25日過ぎちゃってる人は、よいお年をsleepsparkle
亀梨:年越しちゃってる人は、あけましておめでとうheart
赤西:風邪ひくなよ!!

edit: forgot to translate (><;)

Kamenashi: Graduation trips! *runs*
Akanishi: Graduatio trips, huh *weird emoticon*
Kamenashi: Ah! IT's that thing right!? A test of courage *omg* Scary stories *omg* In the night *moonZOMG* *sweats*
Akanishi: Ah! Camp fires!! *grins*
Kamenashi: At a graduation trip!?
Akanishi: Ah, I guess so
Kamenashi: Goes to the girls' rooms *runs*
Akanishi: Goes to the girls' rooms, AS PER USUAL *runs*
Kamenashi: I think we had pillow fights too *swirly* I can't really remember though *sweats*
Akanishi: Jya, all in all *stop*
Kamenashi: And so, it's the end once again for this month *bows* To everyone who bought MYOJO on the release date *heart* Merry Christmas *heartheart*
Akanishi: To those who're celebrating 25 December, have a good year ahead *peaceful smile* *sparkles*
Kamenashi: To those who're tiding over the New Year, Happy New Year! *HEART*
Akanishi: Don't catch a cold!!

食べたい!!ナイフとフォーク おいしくなさそうなんですけど、やっぱ食べてみたいな~o(^▽^)o


You know recently I just found out how funny jin+koki+kame can get. Here's an extract from Myojo Jan 09 issue:

(The topic here is about this girl who wrote in saying that she's really bad at relationships so she wants some advice. From these two idiots, nonetheless.)

亀梨:恋はしてるんでしょ?heart
赤西:してんじゃね?double heart
亀梨:そのうち、あられるよwink
赤西:恋してるなら、話しかけてみればいいんじゃん?:3
亀梨:ねえ、めっちゃヤセてない?*sweat*
赤西:誰?sweat
亀梨:お前!ghostt
赤西:!?そう?:3超食べってるけどappleヤセてないよね!?
隣にいて聖: わかんねarrow
亀梨:話を戻そうlightning
赤西:不器用も何も、話かけてみないとわかんないじゃんwink
亀梨:まあ、とにかく気長にstopp
聖:ねえ、赤西がヤセたって話しはどーしたんだよhuffs
亀梨:その話は終わったstopp
赤西:そう:3
亀梨:じゃあ、次~~grins
赤西:~~teethgrin

Loosely translated as:

Kamenashi: You're in love right? *heart*
Akanishi: Right? *heartheart*
Kamenashi: Sooner or later he'll appear *winks*
Akanishi: If you're in love, wouldn't it be better if you try to talk to him? :3
Kamenashi: Hey, you're like not getting any skinnier? *sweat flies*
Akanishi: Who? *sweat drop*
Kamenashi: YOU!! *omg face*
Akanishi: Me!? Really?:3 But I've been eating a lot *apples* I'm not getting skinnier right!?
Koki who's passing by: I don't get it *points*
Kamenashi: Let's return to the topic *thunder*
Akanishi: Even if it's awkward and what not, you wouldn't know unless you tried talking right? *winks*
Kamenashi: Well, patiently anyway *palms*
Koki: Hey, what was that about Akanishi getting skinnier? *pouts*
Kamenashi: That conversation's over *palms*
Akanishi: Yep:3
Kamenashi: So, next one~ *smiles*
Akanishi: Next one~ *grins*


And I was thinking Akame's kinda dead? Ok fine, maybe it IS dead, but at least they still have such a funny column v(^-^)v I feel like eating suddenly. So, until next time (^O^)/
って何だよ?!おいしいそうけどなぁ... Oo。。( ̄¬ ̄*)


Wikipedia:
"ハヤシライスとは、薄切りした牛肉とタマネギをバターで炒め、赤ワイン  とドミグラスソース  で煮たものを白飯の上にかけた料理。日本発祥の料理で、代表的な洋食のひとつ。見た目はカレーライス  と似ている。”


こういうものなのかな~ 「流星の絆」見たあとめっちゃ食べたくなるよヾ( ´ー`)

Oh yeah, in case you were wondering what the hell I was writing, it's just that I really want to eat Hayashi Rice after watching Ryusei no Kizuna. BUT WHAT'S HAYASHI RICE?? ∑(゚Д゚)

Anyway, reviews reviews...


Generally, the plot is much less confusing than Maou, but it isn't as deep or suspense-ful. It's more of a comedy, however, and Ryo is OMFG DAMN BLOODY PRO. Nino is... Nino, like, he's just unreasonably zai, so much so that I can't stand him ((o(-゛-;) So I wasn't expecting anything less than what he gave so yeah, I was uber satisfied. Ryo is just... (bursts out laughing) super hilarious.

Watch Ryusei for Ryo, ok?

Erika Toda is also damn pro, cuz her role involves her acting as many different personas throughout the show. Her character's really cool this time round also - not exactly a Riza Hawkeye but with a good blend of feminine qualities, humor and coolness. When she cries, she doens't get on your nerves like other characters do(coughlenaleecough). It's a relieve to have someone like that in the show.

So yeah, final verdict: WATCH IT!! o(^▽^)o


And errr, to the RGS Taiwan people(expecially Amanda), sorry I can't go for tomorrow's dinner event(。-人-。)


It's hard to please everyone at once without letting another down.
Failed chemistry (ノ_・。) 分かっていたと思ったけど、やっぱり分からなかった(泣)

Note to self: DON'T CHANGE YOUR ANSWERS IF YOU'RE NOT EVEN SURE OF IT YOURSELF!!! Aluminium salts are not soluble!! So why the hell did you change lead to aluminium!? バカ!


(/TДT)/


Chinese wasn't any better, I guess. Stupid 政府措施,管这样多干嘛??浪费我的时间... (`×´)


OK, enough of that. Let me be serious for once.


Recently I've been reading Koki's JWeb entry. Yeah it's the really insightful one about life and death. And it made me think a lot, not that I haven't thought about it.


Quote: "No one has to guarantee to have tomorrow"


I think it's really true, like, who's to say that we'll not die the next day, minute, or even second? It takes a lot of courage just to live till tomorrow, the tomorrow which we can't predict. So it's really sad when people commit suicide over minor things.

It's cowardly.

There's nothing in the world that can't be solved as long as you're still living. It's not as though if you died, things will be any better or any worse. We're so insignificant in this vast world of time and space that even if we died, everything still goes on as it were.


泣きたくなるけど, It makes me want to cry, but life isn't about running away. How can you turn your back on people, even if they don't need you?

Reality may be cruel, but that doesn't mean we can't be happy in it.


だから今こそ、ただ後悔しないで生きたいと思います。That's why now, I think I just want to live without regrets. There are a lot of people around me whom I'm grateful to, for being there for me.


I've never regretted having such a life. After turning out like this, what more can I ask for?


I want to smile, even at the end. And I want everyone to smile too. Everyone's afraid of death, no matter what they say or how much they deny that. But if we can still smile at the very last moment, I think that would be the best それが最高だと思います。


In the end it's not just about you right?


So all I have to say now is:
いつもそばにいってくれてありがとう
Thanks for being there for me, always.

I'm glad I met everyone, I'm glad I turned out this way, I'm glad I'm huilian.