Due to overwhelming response from Vann, I rewrote another part of a song for Chemistry ヽ(;´ω`)ノ

どんな元素も どんな時も わからないから
もしも科学が消えていて 勉強も止める時は
世界中は好きになっても 君が嫌いよ!
I HATE YOU科学は要らないよ
君が 最低な科目 いつまでも

Donna genso mo donna toki mo wakaranai kara (Not matter which element, no matter when it is, I still don't get it)
Moshimo kagaku ga kieteite benkyou mo yameru toki wa (If Chemistry disappeared, and I could stop studying too,)
Sekaijyuu wa suki ni natte mo kimi ga kirai yo! (Even if the world falls in love, I'll still dislike you!)
I HATE YOU kagaku wa iranai yo (I HATE YOU Chemistry is unneccesary)
Kimi ga saitei na kamoku itsumade mo (You're the worst subject forever)


Oh, and a note for Vann: I still have the chords for that song buried somewhere in my room oto


どれだけ書いてきたんだろう?
チェックしたら泣きたくなる
時間も 足りない 数字だけ見える
今ここに 死にたいよ!

数学なんて
ナンバーだけさ
いつでも 難し過ぎて
代数なんて
それ無しじゃ『幸せ』
生きられる!

Dore dake kaitekitan darou? (I wonder how long have I been writing?)
Chekku shitara nakitaku naru (If I checked, I'll want to cry)
Jikan mo tarinai sugaku dake mieru (Even the time isn't enough; I can only see numbers)
Ima koko ni shinitaiyo! (Now, here, I want to drop dead!!)

Suugaku nante (Such a thing as mathematics)
Nanbaa dake sa (It's only numbers)
Itsudemo muzukashi sugite (No matter when it is, it's way too hard)
Daisuu nante (Such a thing as algebra)
Sore nashi ja "shiawase" (Without it, it will be "happiness")
Ikirareru! (I'll be able to live!)


Ai nante rewritten to fit how shitty my math results were (-"-;A

I passed chem! ヽ(゚◇゚ )ノ THAT'S one cause for celebration!!

But my chinese was like... PHAIL. That says fail, if you please. No I didn't ACTUALLY fail, but it's close enough to make my sweat drop and my heart go all doki doki. In a bad way.


Ahhhh so many things happened recently I have difficulty recounting them. Selective memory loss *coughs*


I'll post more later about the Fashion Cluster show after I get my photos from Wenjing (^ε^)♪

Look forward to it! (^人^)
背中!!痒い!!!!((>д<))


I CAN'T STAND IT OMG MY BACK ITCHES LIKE CRAZYYYYY


Why am I cursed with weird unidentified skin diseases??

Kaleidoscope:逆様の蝶


"バイトあとはコンビニ いつもと同じ棚からディナー
一人の味にも 慣れたよ でもなんか 疲れたよ

実家からの荷物 「ちゃんとご飯食べてますか?」
届いたよの電話 「年末には帰ってくるの?」

ミソスープ作る手は 優しさに溢れてた
大きくない僕だから
寒くしないように 温めてくれた
そんな優しさ 会いたくなるね

風邪気味の夜は 何も食べずにテレビを観てた
一人の夜にも 慣れたよ でもちょっと 淋しいよ

キッチンから咲いた丸い笑顔 懐かしいな
元気でいるのかな? 今年こそは帰ろうかな

ミソスープ思い出す どんなに辛い時も
迷子にならないように
手を繋いだままで ずっとそばにいた
母の笑顔を

都会の速さに 疲れた時は
いつもここに いるから 帰っておいで

ミソスープ作る手は 優しさに溢れてた
大きくない僕だから
寒くしないように 温めてくれた
母の優しさ 会いたくなるね

会いたくなるね"

That was my dinner by the way. Yep, inclusive of the pumpkin!! (≧▽≦)

Miso Soup AND Pumpkin were taking turns to bombard my brain (*^ー^)ノ


AHHH TEGOMASSheart
My neck is peeling ヽ(`Д´)ノ


It's not very bad but, considering that I haven't been burnt to this kind of degree for a year plus,

it's rather bad (><;)


Arghhh hurts like crap now...


And my aloe gel decides to pull a disappearing trick on me now, of all times. Sheesh.

Σ(゚д゚;) Another piece of skin just came off!!


*runs to the bathroom*
Yep, 4th NCC Advanced Drill Course is finally over ヘ(゚∀゚*)ノ


I got sunburnt 。・゚゚・(≧д≦)・゚゚・。 My neck hurts like hell now.



Kaleidoscope:逆様の蝶


This is my bag! And my bag is wearing my lanyard! Yep, it's that yellow-white thing there hanging on its left.


The red thing on top says supernumerary by the way. Means something like a drill instructor.


まっちゃ楽しかった☆ みんなお疲れサンクス!(*^ー^)ノ


"I am a Supernumerary of the National Cadet Corps.
I serve with pride and dedication.
I will ensure a high standard of discipline, and maximize the potential of my cadets.
I will overcome all odds and uphold the prestige of the Supernumerary"

Oh, got all these stuff from Vann's blog by the way.


Multiply your total score by 2 and put the subject as I am ___% Asian!

... this should be amusing!

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[x] You use the term "Azn"(all hail miyavi)
[x] You think DDR is cool
[x] You've watched lots of anime (otaku!!.)
[x] You like Korean drama(only the non-weepy ones, though I prefer Jap dramas)
[x] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[x] You think your parents want you to marry within your own race (DEFINITELY)
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea(prefers green tea but lemon tea will do!)

so far: 10

[ ] You style your hair (still a student)
[ ] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster (i hate these stuff)
[x] You speak languages other than English
[x] Your parents are strict (depends on their hormone levels)
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[ ] You always get A's/B's on your report (I DON'T MUG)
[x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics (all 3!)

[x] You know your multiplication table
[ ] You play badminton or table tennis or Irish Pingpong (total lack of coordination)
[x] You've seen the original asian version The Ring/The Grudge (I thought that was creepy till I played hotel 626)
so far: 16

[x] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[ ] You own an asian car (.dude I'm a student!.)
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[x] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted (all hail middle-aged women)
[x] You can solve a rubiks cube
[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house (TAIWAN BEEF NOODLES YEAHH)
[x] You play video games (hardcore playstation fan!!)

so far: 24

[x] Everytime you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at home (I single-handedly destroyed it 10 years ago)
[x]You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house (no cockroaches allowed in my cupboards)
[x] You own a gaming console
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[] You get nothing if you do well in school, but nagged if you don't

so far: 29

[x] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day (even weekends >.<)
[x]You have asian songs on your computer/iPod (ALL my songs are jap! save a few like tokio hotel)
[x] You don't like football (.uncivilised game)
[ ] You like Soccer (if only I would stop tripping over my own foot)

so far: 32

[x] You have a curfew before 00:00
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[x] You know what purikura is (WHY WOULDN'T I KNOW!?)
[x] You like bubble tea (milk tea!)
[x]Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come (that's like primary school.)
[x] You've played final fantasy (AWESOME-NESS.)
[x] You believe in fortune cookies (until I found out they printed multiple answers within the same box)


so far: 38

[x] You know what bok choy is
[x] You've heard the song "Got rice?" (wonders of having a brother in your house)
[x] You've had Pocky/Yan Yan before (I AM OFFICIALLY ADDICTED TO ICHIGO POCKY)
[x] when you ask for your mums permission she goes "ask your dad" (typical reaction)
so far: 42

Total: 42
42 x 2 = 84%


Not bad, so does that mean the remaining 16% of me is angmoh?

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
Err... grab my clothes and run out? (@_@) Or if I'm not bathing, then catch it and throw it out?

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
Listen. Duh.

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line? (Yes. Both boys AND girls have pick up lines)
Where's the canteen? *stomach growlsss*

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
I HEART ALICE NINE EVEN THOUGH PEOPLE GENERALLY DUN LIKE THEM ヽ(`Д´)ノ

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
Get up.


6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do?
If it's easy then I'll rush through it but if it's tough then... roll a dice? (><;)

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
I carry sweets with me. Always. Heh ( ̄▽+ ̄*)

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
Squeeze out the water and wear it.

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
What has it got to do with me!?

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
Hey how bad can a gift get? It's a freaking GIFT!! ≧(´▽`)≦

11. (Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
(≧▽≦) It's a GIFT!!!

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
Mostly I'd be sleeping but if I do notice, I wouldn't really care.

日の光さえが届かないこの場所には


寒くて、寂しくて


苦しい


How does it feel to be able to look into another person's world? To see through another's eyes, would things look any different?

I wonder when will I be able to step out from my own world, and look at myself properly for once?

っていうのはオンライン無料ゲームだ ≧(´▽`)≦


最近すごくハマっているよdouble heart


そして...


Kaleidoscope:逆様の蝶


びっくりしちゃったのか?(^▽^;)


...怒らせた人達に、本当にすみませんでした(泣)


けどね、あのゲームって面白いしにゃ怖いしghostt肝試しだなぁ~

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