So I couldn't write for some days [no time] .
The last days where maybe the best in my life .
And now I try to induce my mother that I can go for a week to hannover. I want so badly !!! T^T
I hope so much that she will say ok today ... then I only have to get all the money [ fuuuuuck , it's so expensive ! QQ ]

And surely I ate to much pizza in the last days ... [ okay we where twosome but still 5 times (*^▽^*) ]



I hope I don't have to eat that in the next weeks again (≧▽≦)



The sky looked yesterday like this :







And nao was back agaiiiiiiiiiin !!! (°∀°)b
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Now I haveto do so many things sry...
I Hope so much that I can go ;___;
God help me ! QQ
Ehhhh.. I need more Sleep.
I already got asked today if I have insomnia or something like that ...
I must really look awful x.x

But somehow I can't sleep anymore ... I always start to think over things again and then I stay up everyday until 6:00 am and then I only sleep 3?4?hours ...

Today is so stressfull .. I need to do so many things and the whole house looks awful 'cause we're making everything new QQ

Total chaos x.x
Yeah and tomorrow '-' ... I'm nervous.Don't know why . And happy, but at the same time sad? ..


It's such a emotional Chaos ... it's annoying me I want to stop that , but I can't .
I really try to be not sad,angry,anoying or something like that to anyone , but sometimes its hard and somehow it doesn't work ... .__.'

I asked myself now already so many times why people have to fall in love ? ...


It's pulling me down , more and more.
I feel like crying again since 3 or 4 days , I'm really holding it back ...
I have to stop that somehow ..



ダウン

You, your tears are flooding down your cheeks,
flooding for no reason.
-

The time is tickin'

ハートブレイク





Ohhhh gosh
I stayed to long awake ! ( Until 6:30 am ? ) But I couldn't sleep again (-з-)
I only slept 3 or 4 hours later &' when the sun rised I was still awake x.x

Looked like this :






And then .. after 4 hours sleep ... XD





GOOD MORNING NATSUKO! :*:・( ̄∀ ̄)・:*:
I look like itachi from Naruto ..... T^T








Yay we where outside.






アップ Picture is from the hoist -

Driving up and down without a reason о(ж>▽<)y ☆



Ah and a new Drama started (japanese one , finally something new to watch ドキドキ )

Called "
Koishite Akuma "

ダウン

Ruka is a young vampire ドキドキ who has entered the human world. Although hehates humans, he begins attending high school and falls for hishomeroom teacher.






Bite bite ! òó







Okay we truly have to say that he looks good ニコニコ