Ehhhh.. I need more Sleep.
I already got asked today if I have insomnia or something like that ...
I must really look awful x.x
But somehow I can't sleep anymore ... I always start to think over things again and then I stay up everyday until 6:00 am and then I only sleep 3?4?hours ...
Today is so stressfull .. I need to do so many things and the whole house looks awful 'cause we're making everything new QQ
Total chaos x.x
Yeah and tomorrow '-' ... I'm nervous.Don't know why . And happy, but at the same time sad? ..
It's such a emotional Chaos ... it's annoying me I want to stop that , but I can't .
I really try to be not sad,angry,anoying or something like that to anyone , but sometimes its hard and somehow it doesn't work ... .__.'
I asked myself now already so many times why people have to fall in love ? ...
It's pulling me down , more and more.
I feel like crying again since 3 or 4 days , I'm really holding it back ...
I have to stop that somehow ..
You, your tears are flooding down your cheeks,
flooding for no reason. -
The time is tickin'
I already got asked today if I have insomnia or something like that ...
I must really look awful x.x
But somehow I can't sleep anymore ... I always start to think over things again and then I stay up everyday until 6:00 am and then I only sleep 3?4?hours ...
Today is so stressfull .. I need to do so many things and the whole house looks awful 'cause we're making everything new QQ
Total chaos x.x
Yeah and tomorrow '-' ... I'm nervous.Don't know why . And happy, but at the same time sad? ..
It's such a emotional Chaos ... it's annoying me I want to stop that , but I can't .
I really try to be not sad,angry,anoying or something like that to anyone , but sometimes its hard and somehow it doesn't work ... .__.'
I asked myself now already so many times why people have to fall in love ? ...
It's pulling me down , more and more.
I feel like crying again since 3 or 4 days , I'm really holding it back ...
I have to stop that somehow ..
You, your tears are flooding down your cheeks,
flooding for no reason. -
The time is tickin'