I would say honesty although it's in English. It’s important to be with someone you can trust, especially in your work place, school, and club activity. I actually had someone like that once. It seems to be called “mentor”. Speaking of this, as to me, it’s my favorite teacher. These days, I’m nostalgic for him. Do you know how much I miss him? It’s so hard to let go of person who understands me, the inside of my heart, and raises me up. Nobody could fill the empty space in my heart besides him at the time.It was only him.
This morning, I felt sick, had vomit with severe dizziness. I actually managed to drive to the school. I managed to be just there (Who cares?). In addition, I was troubled with the other problems, there was the misunderstanding and hard to swallow it. I couldn’t stop crying because of various distrust, unreasonableness and strong pressure.These things had brought back my good old memories about him. I remembered his consideration and correspondence to me at such hard time.
Today, while taking a rest alone in a locker room with crying so much, I felt like abandoning all the responsibility and wanted to be freed from this heavy load(Do you know what I mean?). However, I remembered his face at that time. I owe him what I am. He was concerned about me at any time. He always tried to listen to me and deeply understand my situation, feeling, and my immature. And then, he finally led me to the good direction and persuaded me in spite of myself. As a result, I’m here now. He also cared both my heart and the health. So, I used to feel so guilty and I could reflect myself. I’m sure that he has the nature as the true leader. That's why,I respect him.
I know that he has a heart with affection to anybody. He also took good care of the each staff. Therefore everybody respected and trusted him as our model and we tried to follow him.
Whenever I wrote about him in my blog, it was regularly some time that might be hard for me to maintain my heart, which is true of this time. I can support my own heart by doing this, by thinking about him; by expressing my gratitude to him, which makes me stronger and more positive. I was so lucky to have had him in my life even for a short time. Since then I have never forgotten him for these six years. He taught me so many important things. I know that I need this kinda time to grow. I should accept it and must get over it. Anyway I noticed that I was supported by him (by his existence) even now when he was not here though I miss him. So, he is surely my best "mentor".