What I am interested is that...
Before, I couldn't think in English at all.
My feeling have not come out through English word.
Now I feel that it is a kind of "exit" for feeling.
(I am not sure it makes sense... but...)
The image is same in my head and it will not change forever.
I thought this "image" is "Japanese" or at least something deeply related to Japanese language,
However, maybe, I found it is just an image.
Now I have two exit for putting my image out.
I feel it interesting.