My mouth speaks, Eternity It Seems
Surely, wisdom teeth surgery is no joke.
They tear your gums wide open!
They drill deep into each teeth!
Right down to the roots!
Crack them into a few pieces!
Before ripping them out as thou it was weed in the ground, pulling out pieces of your gum along with it.
After the vividly describing how gory and horrifying it is, I'm definite that many people will start having second thoughts on removing their wisdom teeth.
Apparently, the recovery phase is what surprised me, the next day after the surgery, I had solid food at lunch with Jamie.
But if i were to force my mouth wide open, thats when the pain comes in, but still it aint gonna stop me from singing, and bleeding if i pushed myself harder, hahaha.
Desperation is definitely reaching me now..
I want to be able to play that song well, and to sing it as well..
So many obstacles, difficult chords, the inability to play and sing, soft fingertips..
Father, please bless and guide me during this period, im trying my hardest =)
You know, i should really start fasting and have more quiet time between Him and me.
Samuel! You have to push yourself harder! These sacrifices and pain is what makes it worthwhile.. It's going to either make you or break you, but.. Hold on... =)
Hope is always near!!! - Reinge Cho Rikano =)
They tear your gums wide open!
They drill deep into each teeth!
Right down to the roots!
Crack them into a few pieces!
Before ripping them out as thou it was weed in the ground, pulling out pieces of your gum along with it.
After the vividly describing how gory and horrifying it is, I'm definite that many people will start having second thoughts on removing their wisdom teeth.
Apparently, the recovery phase is what surprised me, the next day after the surgery, I had solid food at lunch with Jamie.
But if i were to force my mouth wide open, thats when the pain comes in, but still it aint gonna stop me from singing, and bleeding if i pushed myself harder, hahaha.
Desperation is definitely reaching me now..
I want to be able to play that song well, and to sing it as well..
So many obstacles, difficult chords, the inability to play and sing, soft fingertips..
Father, please bless and guide me during this period, im trying my hardest =)
You know, i should really start fasting and have more quiet time between Him and me.
Samuel! You have to push yourself harder! These sacrifices and pain is what makes it worthwhile.. It's going to either make you or break you, but.. Hold on... =)
Hope is always near!!! - Reinge Cho Rikano =)
My mouth speaks, Now or Never
Everytime I want to blog, I end up not doing so..
Is it the lack of self descipline? and that im just plain lazy hahaha
Many things have happened, Helcia's bday, a new friend, my bday, a conversation, thoughts abt my future after NS.
Had a nice conversation with Nyk and Chris Tan, its true that Faith without action is nothing. It was shown and proven over the past year that praying for God to pave a way for us, but not taking a step forward, we did not progress far.
And it definitely takes two to clap.
At times, its just depressing seeing how 'the conversation' progressed over the past year, after obstacles were introduced in our paths, the obstacles that brought your hand further from mine, as I desperately continue to reach out.
Its heartbreaking.. if only you'd understand..
God does =)
Still.. I'm praying constantly, taking the step of faith, picking up my guitar and start practising.
How I wish at times, that the skin on my fingers are hard.
It hurts so much, especially, when you have to learn a song, a song beyond your level of skill..
Where much more time and effort is needed.
I wonder if I can make it in a few weeks' time.
My fingers are cut and bruised due to the rusty strings.
I'm not going to change it, I'm determined to endure it. Do you get my heart of things? =)
I'm taking a step forward, with faith.
Will you, with me?
I'm blessed to have such a nice cell family, but as human, I want more.
Thanks family =)
Is it the lack of self descipline? and that im just plain lazy hahaha
Many things have happened, Helcia's bday, a new friend, my bday, a conversation, thoughts abt my future after NS.
Had a nice conversation with Nyk and Chris Tan, its true that Faith without action is nothing. It was shown and proven over the past year that praying for God to pave a way for us, but not taking a step forward, we did not progress far.
And it definitely takes two to clap.
At times, its just depressing seeing how 'the conversation' progressed over the past year, after obstacles were introduced in our paths, the obstacles that brought your hand further from mine, as I desperately continue to reach out.
Its heartbreaking.. if only you'd understand..
God does =)
Still.. I'm praying constantly, taking the step of faith, picking up my guitar and start practising.
How I wish at times, that the skin on my fingers are hard.
It hurts so much, especially, when you have to learn a song, a song beyond your level of skill..
Where much more time and effort is needed.
I wonder if I can make it in a few weeks' time.
My fingers are cut and bruised due to the rusty strings.
I'm not going to change it, I'm determined to endure it. Do you get my heart of things? =)
I'm taking a step forward, with faith.
Will you, with me?
I'm blessed to have such a nice cell family, but as human, I want more.
Thanks family =)
My mouth speaks, Week!
6 Months has passed since I last blogged
Many issues needed to be settled, some were difficult, some were even heart-breaking.
At times, I look back, and remembered the journey I was on since 3 years ago.
And Yes!! Thank God for how he molded me, got me into music, built up my confidence.
Three years, its such a short time, for one who has been living in his own world and on the brink of giving up on life, to change so much and achieve great things.
It's definintely not the work of us, humans, but God has been supporting me throughout, Thank You! =)
The previous blog entry.. The Band..
For you..
For God.. (＝⌒▽⌒＝)