It seems I'll be staying in Greece for a while!
I totally need holidays and time to sit down and think.
Inside all the turmoil, I think I lost a part of myself. No.
I neglected it. And I want it back.
今回のギリシャはかなり長そうだね!
実際に、休むと考える時間もたまに必要だね。
混迷の中でソフィアの一分はなくなってしまったみたいです。
いや。。無視したみたいです。
戻って欲しいよ。
I have the tendency to get enthusiastic and emotional over things and just give too much, without expecting anything in return, but eventually this leads to exhaustion, disappointment and despair. I'm much better than I used to be in the past, I tell you! But still, I gotta fix those screws, so I have the minimum possible energy leaks towards directions not worth the pain, if you know what I mean.
なんか。。。ときに熱を上げすぎて、感情的になりすぎて、返しなしでずっとあげる。。あげる。。。あげる。結果的に、それは疲れ、がっかり、絶望になる場合が多い。勿論昔と比べたら今は平気だけど 笑
しかしまだそのScrewを直さないといけない。割にの悪い所にEnergyは漏れないように。 言いたいこと分かるなか?
I really miss going to the Gym. You know, I used to practice Tae-kwon-do in the past. My brother, Thomas Vomit does Ninjutsu these days. If the teacher says I can go even for a while, I'd like to go.
またGym行きたいね。昔はTae-kwon-doをやっていた。弟のThomaas Vomitは今Ninjutsuやってる。先生は大丈夫なら、私も行こうと。。
Other things I have arranged to do, are Reiki and maybe something else *I'll tell you if I do it eventually;)*. I've known about Reiki since ever, but my friend from Spain talked me into it eventually. I'm convinced now.
他に、Reikiと後なにかしたいと思う。あのなにかをやった後教えてあげるね 笑
Reikiについて前から知ってたけど、スペインの友達に納得された。だからやります。
Aaaand...I decided to go back to my guitar and piano. My fingers are rusty, cos I haven't played for several years, but I'll try!
最後にギターとピアノに戻ります。指はかたいかもしれないけど、頑張ります!
BSC have lots and lots to announce in the meantime and maybe I will have something interesting to tell you in 2012...;)
これからも、BSCの発表は多いし、後、2012に私の方から多分なにか面白いことがあるかもしれない。。。。;)