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What is this dream?!? it seems...not really clear or maybe i was just daydreaming.


but i had a dream where sehun and I were childhood friends and he like found a girl he liked and i helped them get together and then all of a sudden as time passed on



i was also friends with kai, and we just started hanging out alot but then sehun probably got jealous or something i have no idea becuase im not him in the dream



and then after school one day sehun stopped me from going to meet up with kai and told me not to go and i was like what's wrong with you


and he just says something about breaking up with the girl i helped him get with, and i was so shocked! and then he says he likes me and stuff and i just..idek.



like wow..i dont even have feelings for anyone in this dream so it was a bit awkward...







this sounds so much like a fanfic ahahaha I should make it into one with an oc and sekai...urhhh but im just idek about that..i rly want to..i deleted my previous one because it was getting mehhh and i didnt know what to really write anymore


and now here i am wanting to write another one....

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-sigh-

I don't know what to say...





umm





thank you for your wishes and hard work for these you've given me. I really don't deserve them nor your attention and love.




They are really nice and I'll keep it with me since it's for me.



I don't feel that sad, but i'm not that happy either. But still, thank you for this. It's really nice to receive a nice, thoughtful gift like this.


I don't want to listen/watch or open the gift during that specific day, I'm sorry for doing this early but it's just...I know I won't be that happy on the day so I'd rather avoid getting that feeling mixed over with your gift. Or it won't be that good...in the way I'm thinking.




Again, thank you.
I really, really don't deserve any of this.

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Heya!~ It's been a long while...


Thanksgiving is almost here...and I don't really want to go eat at my older siblings houses if so...


My fic is coming along well I guess...and my other fic..I'm deciding to restart it because it doesn't feel...that good? I want to start over.



Hmm...dreams....


since i looked thru my past posts I didn't write the kris dream I had.


me and my sister were at mcdonalds and my sister went somewhere so i was alone and i looked around and saw kris at his own little table in sunglasses on his ipod/phone?





and then later, we were ordering something to bring home to my family. I looked back and saw Kris behind us, now without his sunglasses



and I just shook my sister by the shoulder, whispering to her to say "let's just go home! forget ordering!"

When we left, I bowed to Kris before leaving.




This dream was back when he had this hair tho..or a few days after this day~

my gosh...he was rly tall ;A; and cool!!




Oh! And a dream I had with Sehun! some time ago....I was cooking something so my attention was on the food I was cooking on the stove top and Sehun was with me and he kept talking to me but i only answered in short answers

then he got mad cuz I wasn't giving him attention so he put his face in front of mines! SO FREAKIN' CLOSE AF!!!


I jumped a bit and then he did that eye smile ;~; like WHYYYY!?






And then...this one dream I had of Xiumin. I lived in this really pretty wooden house. My 3rd oldest bro was friends with Exo..and I didn't even know that in the dream. I was taking off my shoes because I still had them on


so i went to the door to take off my shoes and put them away when I saw my brother and Exo coming in. I saw Kai, chanyeol, baekhyun and xiumin. I was trying to hurry and take off my shoes but I couldn't!!!



They already came in and took off their shoes and I was freakin' struggling while Xiumin stayed behind, as the others went with my bro to play games at the tv.

Xiumin laughed at something my brother said while I was still struggling and seeing that smile ;___;


Then I was able to take it off and I hurried myself to put my shoes on the rack and he put his shoes next to mines! I wasn't able to look at him at all!

So I made my way around him and returned to my room and told my sisters about my brother being friends with EXO.