Today, I had a part-time.
When I was washing rice, I heard somebody was crying.
I thought it was a new-born one, but it was actually her 2yrs old sis.
I was freaked out, because I did not expect her to wake up that early.
What's wrong with her???
I asked, "Do shitano?"
She kept crying and crying......
I decided to speak English, it is acturally not allowed to speak ENG there, but anyways...asked her,
"Hey, why are you crying?? What is wrong with you?"
She finally answered in Japanese....."Wakaranai."
OMG.
She did not know why she was crying even though I asked her in English, and she told me how she felt in Japanese.
What a weired conversation it was.
I was holding her until she stop crying, and try to ask her to go back to the bed.
But she sticked me, and try not to go to bed.
Therefore I held her more than 20 minutes on the bed.
I thought she was my sweet heart.
Whenever wherever whatever....I want her to be happy.
If she feels sad or scary, I wanna just hold her and protect her from something which makes her so.
I have a right to grow her up without feeling sad.
Instead of her mom, I need to do my best when she is out!