sorry

i really still like you

i care for you like you are my family

i still love you

i am so sorry i am going to hurt you

i wish i never had to

i really thought there was future for us

you've been so sweet, so gentle, so kind

and i will break your heart

i am so sorry

if i had a choice, i would have never

i like how you smile.

i like how you always liked my food.

i like how we spend all the time together.

we were so good together.

and you are my best friend

before anything.

i wish i never had to lose you.

i am so sorry

let go

i think i'm gonna let you go

i think i'm gonna hurt you

what'ya gonna do?

am i gonna feel more empty

or would i finally feel better,

to know that we are finally alone?

do you even want to be with me?

giving us up

is it my fault if i give us up?

it's over if you let go of my hands.

what do five years mean anyway?

it almost has been forever, and i can't imagine what it was like before.

should be go back to nothingness like before?

i don't know if i can keep thinking about you any more.