her official website;
http://www.hatsune.info/index.html
奥村初音-ホントはね
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0u13ztnG9E0
「大丈夫」は便利な言葉
「daijyobu」wa benri na kotoba
'I am all right' is useful sentence.(I disguise myself as a good condition of my mind )
いつの間にか 私は嘘つきになった・・・
itsuno manika watashiwa usotsuki ni natta
Some time,I noticed that I heve been a liar.
「君は強いね」と あなたは言うけれど
「kimi wa tsuyoine」to anata wa yu-ukeredo
"You always have a strong mind," you always say to me,but
書きかけのメール 言えない本音
kakikake no me-ru ienai hon-ne
I can not disclose my real motive(intention) on E-mail that I am writing.
期待 理想 押し付けて
kitai risou oshitsukete
cool minded 'Justice' forces its expectations and ideals on me.
オトナのフリした正義たち
otona no hurishita seigi tachi
..........
白か 黒か 分からない
shiro ka kuro ka wakaranai
I can't realize(recognize) whether this world is black or this world is white.
曖昧で 意地悪な 現実の世界
aimai de ijiwaruna genjitsuno sekai
This real world is noncomittal and cruel
※
「大丈夫」は便利な言葉
「daijyobu」wa benri na kotoba
'I am all right' is useful sentence.
いつの間にか 私は嘘つきになった
itsunomanika watashiwa usotsuki ni natta
Some time,I noticed that I have been a liar.
「大丈夫？」と聞かれるたび
「daijyo-bu」 to kikareru tabi
Everytime when you say to me "Are you alright?",
いつの間にか 笑顔も忘れてた
itsunomanika egao mo wasureteta
I forget that I could smile,without my noticing that.
一人きり 彷徨いながら
hitorikiri samayoinagara
As I wander alone,
ホントはね 強がってるの
honto wane tsuyogatteruno
I put on a bold front.
(interval)
何をするために ここに居るんだっけ？
nani wo suru tameni kokoni irundakke?
What do I have to do here?
気がつけば今日も 消えてく私
kigatsukeba kyo-mo kieteyuku watashi
everyday,I notice that I am disappearing.
計算 理屈 大嫌い
keisan rikutsu daikirai
I hate calculation and theory to live in this world.
在り来たりの言葉 いらないのに
arikitari no kotoba iranainoni
I don't want ordinary words.
敵か 味方か 分からない
teki ka mikata ka wakara nai
I can't guess that this world is a enemy or a friend.
やさしくて 意地悪な 現実の世界
yasashikute ijiwaruna genjitsu no sekai
This world is kind and cruel.
「大丈夫」 は便利な言葉
「daijyoubu」wa benri na kotoba
'I am all right' is useful sentence.
傷つくのが怖くて 嘘つきになった
kizutsukunoga kowakute usotsuki nio natta
I became a liar,cause of I fear that my heart would hurt.
胸がきしむ 音にさえも
mune ga kishimu otonisaemo
I couldn't notice the sound of crying of my heart,
気付かなくて 泣く事も忘れてた
kizuka nakute naku koto mo wasureteta
so I forgot that I could cry.
痛みとか 隠しながら
itami toka kakushinagara
As I hide hurted heart,
交差点 歩いている
kousatenn aruiteiru
I walk on a street crossing.
※
「大丈夫」は便利な言葉
「daijyobu」wa benri na kotoba
'I am all right' is useful sentence.
いつの間にか 私は嘘つきになった
itsunomanika watashiwa usotsuki ni natta
Some time,I noticed that I have been a liar.
「大丈夫？」と聞かれるたび
「daijyo-bu」 to kikareru tabi
Everytime when you say to me "Are you alright?",
いつの間にか 笑顔も忘れてた
itsunomanika egao mo wasureteta
I forget that I could smile,without my noticing that.
一人きり 彷徨いながら
hitorikiri samayoinagara
As I wander alone,
ホントはね 強がってるの
honto wane tsuyogatteruno
I put on a bold front.