●I don't like to give a present.

I don't like to give a present.
Because that also gives me a pressure to use it.

Some people like to give a present.
my friend is one of them.
one day she gave me a watch.
I don't usually wear it.
She knows that.
But one day I told her.
I need a watch to keep time at my gig.

at my gig, the bar usually decides the number of song I sing.
But one jazz bar, they said me please performe for one hour.
I had to count the time.

At that time, I talked her about that.
Of course I didn't think she give me it.
I like the watch very much.
But at usual gig, I don't need it.
Just only one jazz bar.
Recently I haven't given a chance to sing there.

She sometimes come to my gig.
I'm so glad, but I feel so much pressure.

Same as accessories,
I have a preference about a lot of things.


I'm also not good at chosing presents.
Because I have a preference about a lot of things.
So I think my friend also has.
I can't chose what she satisfies.

I usually teat cake and coffee in return.
my present is something disappear.
I think it's not a pressure for my friend.