So What I got from Santa ..Actually I was ...

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So What I got from Santa 🎅🏻. . Actually I was my Self Santa . I usually SAVED most of money for my family in case. I just can’t feel at ease to use for myself even that’s for myself. But I guess Santa pushed my back to get them BOTH. Even I still have a few books to finish.. “ Go ahead, You have been sooooo good for yourself and your family and friends... YOU need to use the money for Yourself! “ . . I was thinking I should get both for 10 minutes!!! I decided to get both. . . For some people just can’t feel at ease or comfortable to use own money for own self... Always comes up “ Just in case, they need, we need” Even “ I “ need something , “ Well, We always need something later... “ . . I started doing for myself , My workout, My Nutrition, My meditation, My karate but still Family and friends are big part to help. Especially Family. But also It’s frustration And struggle to have that feeling. . . This might be first time ever, I decided myself to use and get both what I wanted. I know some of you understand how courage it’s needed!!! and cheering for me!! . . Now I have to finish my books I have been reading for awhile !! 😂😂😂 You know it’s hard to read in English without falling asleep 💤 . . . . #fitness #fitmom #momlife #selfdevelopment #books #christmas #selflove #selfcare #change #challenge #evolve #selfinvestment

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