I was wearing same shorts during workout..so... View this post on Instagram I was wearing same shorts during workout.. so ... “ Throw Back Thursday” !!!! Left - yes my “ I hate Myself “ “Doubtful “ days. Not only I was out of shape.. I really couldn’t trust myself. Even I felt a bit changing but still “ No I can’t “ “ What if...” person. One of reasons I worn Easter Bunny mask was hiding myself. I wanted to change BUT.... I wanted to do BUT.... Right- Today Not only physically changed but also mentally and emotionally changed. Still changing. Still learning. You need to start to change. You just wish won’t change anything. I have more reasons and purpose to keep doing for me and my family.. and also guide other people . I have more drawers to keep going, helping . That’s experiences and knowledges . I still have fluffy! I still don’t have 6 packs to show! This is me. I am proud to show you .. ME. Because I was one who gave up, stop trying and just wishing. I stopped to give up. #fitness #throwbackthursday #fitmom #over40 #weightloss #karate #karatemom #health #lifestyle #healthylife #diet #nevergoingback #positivevibes #over40fitness #asianmom #mixedracecouple #mixedracefamily #japanese Emi🇯🇵さん(@emi5jp)がシェアした投稿 - 2018年Nov月8日pm8時10分PST