cold..

seems like you're avoiding me

you're so cold towards me

maybe tonight shall be the last goodnight

maybe it's better if I stop texting you

I'm in love with someone who does not even take a glace at me 

I finally fell in love, but I got to give it up even before it started...

just when I decided to let someone like you step into my heart, you decided to break it again..

maybe I don't deserve some one as beautiful as you..

maybe i should not even know you...

goodnight my princess..

I'll be here waiting for you..

till you decide to give me a footing in your heart.

I love you.

Because Love

why do we care so much for someone so much when he/she does not even take a glace at you.

Love should be something sweet..

but now it seems like it's over.. 

I hope it's just because she is busy with her school revision but it seems like she does nt reply my messages.

we are talking so little.. I feel like we've drifted apart...

if only you do feel the same as how I felt towards you..

I'm afraid but I even more afraid to lose you now.

why is it that you only reply me when I say goodnight? if you don't like me den just say it, I won't bother you anymore.. I won't feel awkward around you....

I wish I was more handsome, handsome to fall for me at first sight.

I wish I was more attractive to you

there is so much I wish for.. 

but in fact I just want you to give me your attention when I'm with you

I just want to be able to communicate naturally with you..

but now it seems like there is a good excuse to say you're are busy at work or busy studying.. 

I don't know, I'm taking this gamble

I don't know when you'll finish your exam

I don't know when will you text me

I down know if you'll miss me,

but I do know,

I'm in love with you already...

No more..

No more "good mornings!!"

No more chatting in between work

we've drifted apart...

I've fallen in love with someone who does not even care about me.

What should I do?

should I advance or should I leave?

how I wish love was simple 

why have I met with all the tragedies 

I've given everything I could for the person I love

I rather get rejected than to put on a hanging line..

at least I'll move on

at least I won't irritate u

at least it'll make me give up in a less painful way

I hated waiting but because I love you 

I'm willing to wait for you

maybe I should stop texting her...

maybe she just do want to make me feel sad by rejecting me...

I don't know how long before I breakdown again..

I'm scared...

I'm really in love this time

and I think I fell in love with the wrong person again

I hate myself..

if I was more good looking, maybe she will give me her attention

if I was more populor, maybe she will fall in love with me

how I wish all that is going they my mind right now is just me thinking too much about it..

I hope she's just to busy with her school work.

I cried...