No more chatting in between work
we've drifted apart...
I've fallen in love with someone who does not even care about me.
What should I do?
should I advance or should I leave?
how I wish love was simple
why have I met with all the tragedies
I've given everything I could for the person I love
I rather get rejected than to put on a hanging line..
at least I'll move on
at least I won't irritate u
at least it'll make me give up in a less painful way
I hated waiting but because I love you
I'm willing to wait for you
maybe I should stop texting her...
maybe she just do want to make me feel sad by rejecting me...
I don't know how long before I breakdown again..
I'm scared...
I'm really in love this time
and I think I fell in love with the wrong person again
I hate myself..
if I was more good looking, maybe she will give me her attention
if I was more populor, maybe she will fall in love with me
how I wish all that is going they my mind right now is just me thinking too much about it..
I hope she's just to busy with her school work.
I cried...