PHはブログが好きではありません〜 -7ページ目
just give up already... 
you're nothing to her.. 
not even a good morning anymore..
she's not even interested with you to start with...
she ain't making you smile with her messages..
instead you're feeling pain... 
what are you waiting for?
disappointment?
or you just can't accept the fact that she can even be bothered with you....
sometimes I wonder do I even stand a chance even if I waited.

do you even have feelings for me?

it seems like I'm only waiting for disappointment...

sometimes I just want to run somewhere and hide, so that no one could find me.

no one understands how I feel,
no one cares about how I feel,
I might be smiling all day long,
but does anyone know I cried myself to sleep?
does anyone know I longed for someone that understands my problems, someone that I can share my joy and sorrow with?

I just want to be loved by the people that I love...

maybe I'm nt a good person,
maybe I should just give up,
maybe I should not even existed.

I just feel like giving up...
I'm always told to wait so that I'll get it, but it seems like I'm always waiting for a disappointment.
I don't like to wait, yet because of love, I'm willing to trust and wait for a person just because she says so..

maybe I'm just nothing to everyone.
maybe to everyone, I'm just a stranger.
Sometimes I wonder if you're just leading me on...
it seems like we're nt gonna be together.
we have nothing to talk anymore, you seem to push me further away...
I don't know it's just me going after this one sided love or you just don't express it..