sometimes I wonder do I even stand a chance even if I waited.
do you even have feelings for me?
it seems like I'm only waiting for disappointment...
sometimes I just want to run somewhere and hide, so that no one could find me.
no one understands how I feel,
no one cares about how I feel,
I might be smiling all day long,
but does anyone know I cried myself to sleep?
does anyone know I longed for someone that understands my problems, someone that I can share my joy and sorrow with?
I just want to be loved by the people that I love...
maybe I'm nt a good person,
maybe I should just give up,
maybe I should not even existed.
I just feel like giving up...
I'm always told to wait so that I'll get it, but it seems like I'm always waiting for a disappointment.
I don't like to wait, yet because of love, I'm willing to trust and wait for a person just because she says so..
maybe I'm just nothing to everyone.
maybe to everyone, I'm just a stranger.