最近は自分が全然違う。
Recently, I am different.
いろんなことがあった。
Lots of things happened to me.
これを成長してるって言っていいのかわからんけど、確実に変化してる。精神面で。
I'm not sure whether i can say that this is my development, but my mind is changing anyway.
めんどくなったｗ I am lazy.
本当に腹くくって変えようって思ったことは変わってくれたし
しかもある意味いい形に落ち着いた。
２年前の話。
何度も言うけど、２年前の私は全く想像していなかった。ここに来ることを。
１つ目の夢がかなったところだったからね。あの時。
夢って１個じゃ足りないと思う especially for my life. I know it depends on a person.
some people try to achive one dream for their whole lives,
but precisely opposite, some people have a lot of dreams.
of course there are some people who do not have any dreams.
I think I am gonna be the second type of person.
It is one of my transformation of my mind.
I'm gonna talking about after 2 years.
I should graduate from gcc, and get a job.
Hopefully, I will work in Tokyo.
the rest of things are unclear.
What kind of job will I do?
where is my place specificly
who will be with me
I need more experience, knowledge, and people whom i can trust.
either way i need to improve and try to do many things.
school will start in a couple of days.
im gonna try.
i dont need to worry to much because i can manage basically, and i have people who can help me if i ask them.