I've hardly ever written English articles, so... I'll give it a try for this time.
I've been away from English, Chinese and German recently because I had to study math, physics and other "credit-related" subjects (so to speak).
I think I could have made time for learning languages, to be honest, but I always found myself sticking to my pc late at night.
Like now.
Yes I watch youtube videos in English, or in Chinese, and try to pick up some of it.
That's not enough, of course.
I need someone to help me.
I have no one to share what I learn, and even what I am in English.
(I feel different in English from who I am in Japanese and that's probably because I'm still only a "kid," who just has begun to learn to express or understand myself in English.)
I'm not yet sure how I can find a way out of all of this.
Ughhhh.