中学受験の時に勉強したような
食塩算、鶴亀算、植木算・・・・・
おぼえてますかー
なんでいまさらこんな勉強してるんでしょう
ほんっと自分の馬鹿さに腹がたつ
しかも
分数の計算すらおぼえてない
たのしー
っていうか、彼氏はわけわかんないし
おじいちゃん手術だし
もぅ
人生山あり谷あり
っていうかちょーささいなことで山にも谷にも行けてしまう自分のemotionalさどうにかしたい
I just realized that my bf and I have been together for 7 months now. Only that? or finally?
I don't know but things have been great with him. It always surprises me that we've been to 6 countries together.
It is not easy to be so far apart from him but I hope we can celebrate our 1 year anniversary together
oh wow I've never lasted that long with anybody...haha
Love you
xxxxxxx
I love people.
I love talking to people even to strangers.
I went to my uni today to get some work done, and I went to one of the professors' office and talked with her for like 2 hours. haha I didn't like her much before but she actually was really fun. I mean OBVIOUSLY she is smart and intelectual. It is always really interesting and encouraging to talk to people like her.
(The one who studied British literature, if you are curious:))
I am so insecure right now but so confident (or more like positive) at the same time. I don't know what it is.
Talking to people always motivate me for whatever the reasons are. That's why I love it so much:)
I can't go to bed without drinking 3 glasses of wine these days. Maybe I am finally alcoholic.
I don't go out much. I don't see my friends much. I don't have money. hahaha I sounds miserable.
My mom was so PISSED when I told her that I wanna go to see my bf. haha Very understandable. Maybe I shouldn't go. but I WANT TO.
Should I make up a story and tell her lies and then go? haha or Should I just fight against her for LOVE?haha (laaaame) Should I just cancel my ticket and disappoing my bf? hahahaaaaa
Oh man I am stupid, ain't I? oh well whateverrrr...
Today is the tomorrow we worried about yesterday, right?
People point out how dark I am.
Yeah, literally.
I go to all sorta companies these days, right? Of course I meet lots of people there.
People actually point out how tanned I am wherever I go.
Seriously no joke. Even at interviews.
It was really a cultural shock in a way. In NZ nobody would mention stranger's skin coulour . They would say "You got so tanned!" to people they know. But they would never say to a stranger "You look really dark!"
Because it is so natural that people of all colours are mixed up so it is just impossible to set a standard when it comes to skin coulour.
It is wierd. and it is funny. haha yeah I do look dark.