But, how?

The thing is that I need to learn what intrigues my interest first. Secondly, set the stretch goals and jump off in order to achieve the setup goals. All those things in my head have stopped me from getting into new learning habits I found. Looking back at when I was very young, I remember I was never afraid of starting new things, ever. Whatever that makes me wanna do, I do it without a fear or hesitation. I was literally fearless. Now, I always had to think twice before I actually start doing something new, like oh I wanna do this "but" what if I fail and all the efforts end up being wasted? Or this might cost me lots of money. Do I really think it’s worth the money to invest in? Obviously, this overthinking method is getting in my way and then I can’t even scratch the surface of anything I have wanted to try. Since when I got into this bad habit? Am I getting too old? I wish I could be more bold with things like I have never stepped into. The way I approach might be different from the past, but I’ll never try to be the same. I’ll move forward to the next chapter of my life.