母の手術が終わった。
高齢かつ心臓の既往症があり、全身麻酔のリスクが高かった。
局所麻酔のために、脳梗塞の服薬を中断させることにもリスクがあった。
医師の想定よりも出血が多く、輸血を余儀なくされたというが、
それはすなわち、切断箇所に血流があり、皮膚が治癒する可能性でもある。
コロナの影響で、術前後はもちろん、入院中の面会もできない。
医師と看護師からの報告を受け入れるしかないという現状。
無力な時間は、あまりにも長くて、途方に暮れる。
思考回路がストップして、廃人のように、ただそこにいるだけ。
それでも、生きている自分に、はたと気付く。
そうだ、生き抜かなくては。
私はどこに、いるべきか。
My mother's surgery was over.
She was an elderly with a history of heart disease, increased risk of general anesthesia.
There was also a risk in discontinuing cerebral infarction medication if partially anesthesia would be done.
The doctor said she had more bleeding than he expected and she was forced to transfuse.
That was, there was also blood flow at the cut, and the skin may heal.
Due to the influence of corona, visits during and after surgery, as well as during hospitalization, were not possible.
The current situation was to accept reports from doctors and nurses.
Helpless time was too long and I lost my thoughts.
The thought circuit stops and I was just there, like a crap.
Still, I realized that I was alive.
Yes, I have to survive.
I wonder where I should be.
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高齢かつ心臓の既往症があり、全身麻酔のリスクが高かった。
局所麻酔のために、脳梗塞の服薬を中断させることにもリスクがあった。
医師の想定よりも出血が多く、輸血を余儀なくされたというが、
それはすなわち、切断箇所に血流があり、皮膚が治癒する可能性でもある。
コロナの影響で、術前後はもちろん、入院中の面会もできない。
医師と看護師からの報告を受け入れるしかないという現状。
無力な時間は、あまりにも長くて、途方に暮れる。
思考回路がストップして、廃人のように、ただそこにいるだけ。
それでも、生きている自分に、はたと気付く。
そうだ、生き抜かなくては。
私はどこに、いるべきか。
My mother's surgery was over.
She was an elderly with a history of heart disease, increased risk of general anesthesia.
There was also a risk in discontinuing cerebral infarction medication if partially anesthesia would be done.
The doctor said she had more bleeding than he expected and she was forced to transfuse.
That was, there was also blood flow at the cut, and the skin may heal.
Due to the influence of corona, visits during and after surgery, as well as during hospitalization, were not possible.
The current situation was to accept reports from doctors and nurses.
Helpless time was too long and I lost my thoughts.
The thought circuit stops and I was just there, like a crap.
Still, I realized that I was alive.
Yes, I have to survive.
I wonder where I should be.
人気ブログランキングへ
海外永住 ブログランキングへ "