sometimes...

i just wish to be left alone..

like seriously..
LEAVE ME ALONE!

i know i'm being rather harsh..
i know it's my own fault such that i got into this shit..

but sometimes, LEAVE ME ALONE TO CLEAR MY MESS UP
kthnxbai.



so yeh.. i couldn't finish my assignments in the end.
i'm in deep shit. i'm gonna fail.. again?
it is my own fault, and yea.. TBH, it's not the first time.
i wish i can get over this "spilled milk..
but at the same time, i wish to "drop everything and start a new".

as this is life, which goes on..
there's no choice but to continue.
even when you "drop everything", you still have to continue with your life.



i want to say i'm sorry to anyone whom i have unconsciously offended for the part few weeks because of my lack of competence.
i do want to get myself out of this loop FOREVER.

i'm trying..


it is hard..


but..

i must not give up.





thanks for reading!

self-pimp

Creamy mushroom fettucine

Done in 20mins.. or less??

sauteed mushrooms till limp with a dash of salt, on high heat..
added a knob of butter, turn heat down to low..
added some plain flour..
turned it into mushroom roux...
beat an egg and add milk..
stir into roux..
wait for roux to thicken..
stir cream cheese..
add a good dash of black pepper..

done~



suddenly felt like cooking after not cooking for months

it tastes good.. even though i had no onions, garlic and parsley in stock..
but hey, i did not use any instant sauce

it's an achievement~~~



... i should have made more sauce.







now i should really do my work.. no sleep tonight.

「冬眠」は…

俺の生存本能信じるけど、
俺…お仕事はする無い‼

絶望した～

俺の大なの４仕事たち明日は約束です
する無いか？

i have been hibernating way too much Dx
must... finish... all.. 4... assignments...
no matter what!!
絶対‼



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