Stress

So I missed school again today... but I was able to schedule an appointment with my doctor.

He told me my head pains were tension/stress headaches and prescribed me some medicine for the headaches.

Hopefully that'll help out a lot so I can stop missing school and gym..


its funny... he told me that I should find and remove stressors so my tension headaches aren't triggered... but the woman that is the main trigger lives in the same building as me.... it'll take me moving out to get away from her but then that stress is replaced by the stress of living alone, paying bills and such..


vicious never ending cycle...

Its all going to hell in a hand basket...

So in two months I'll be 'evicted' from my parents house.

because I can't get a job with today's job market... and because of my head pains I'm unable to attend school all the time... I'm try to attend school, but I get so sick from the pain..


even if she takes back this 'threat' there is no way in hell I want to live here anymore..

so I'm going to be working really hard turning in as many applications as I can and hopefully get a job or two... I'll probably have to drop out of college to work all the time to be able to keep myself alive... but living here is poisonous for me ...

It hurts... really bad!

For the past two weeks to three weeks now, I've had really bad head pains and pressure in my face... at first I thought it was migraine.. but I don't think they are those anymore... but it hurts so bad! I can't help but cry from the amount of pain I feel when an episode happens..

I think I might go to the doctors Tuesday... or next Tuesday. Hopefully its nothing to serious like a tumor..


speaking of tumors... my pet rat, Paige, has a mammary tumor. At first I was so upset when I found the tumor, but calmed myself and looked info up and decided that what she had (and at the location where it is) is a mammary tumor, which the vast majority are nonfatal. But they should be removed as they can grow to gross proportions... I'm talking about a large apply size tumor! The poor rat could hardly walk with that size of a tumor... so I sold one of my ball jointed dolls so I could have money to schedule her a vet appointment and schedule a surgery.


I can't wait for this month to be over with.. it has been a very tiring month...

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