なんか結構演奏会で弾きまくってるイメージがあるようですが、私、今日初めて学内のVORTRAGというもの、つまりクラスごとの公に向けての発表会?演奏会?で弾いてきました。というのもそもそも うちのクラスがマイナーな上に去年まではひとも 人も少ないような状態だったことが問題ではあるのです。そして、まあ楽器柄大編成くらいしか声はかからないわけで。んで、VORTRAGみたいに小規模な演奏の場では大編成なんてあわせが 大変になるだけなわけで。
というわけで、初でした。本日のだしものはこちら。
ガンバクラスですよw
我々の主役ガンバのボブが日本語達者なので、リハーサルも日本語多用でめっちゃおもしろかった。。。w
しかも日本のおみやげで海苔買ってきてくれたよ!!!個人的に課題の多く残った本番だったのですが、終わってから味海苔ばくばく食べてやったぜ。
Since end of January, I am always worring about many things around my performing. Especialy people around me has good musician ears and give me precious opinions. In Japan time, actually I don't like to listen to negative kind of opinions. However recently that was solved, because they say straightly and they never relate their negative opinions with other things in life. I was said very essential problems that I also realized through recent concerts. To be found by audiences before I solve, that was a little bit shocking. And I must notice what my main problem is.
This thing makes me very nervous to play or practice instrument, and the most is performing in front of audiences. I just had a first stage in this situation today. Now I cannot concentrate only music. Many thing are bother me. But I know that the person who bother me is me. And I know that only I can change me and my mind. Many concerts and busy life let me forget this kind of stresses, but I must not forget this time. I feel that may be the last chance to change something essencial for me. Soon I will be old to change or study. At the same time, I want to believe that is not too late yet.
というわけで、初でした。本日のだしものはこちら。
ガンバクラスですよw
我々の主役ガンバのボブが日本語達者なので、リハーサルも日本語多用でめっちゃおもしろかった。。。w
しかも日本のおみやげで海苔買ってきてくれたよ!!!個人的に課題の多く残った本番だったのですが、終わってから味海苔ばくばく食べてやったぜ。
Since end of January, I am always worring about many things around my performing. Especialy people around me has good musician ears and give me precious opinions. In Japan time, actually I don't like to listen to negative kind of opinions. However recently that was solved, because they say straightly and they never relate their negative opinions with other things in life. I was said very essential problems that I also realized through recent concerts. To be found by audiences before I solve, that was a little bit shocking. And I must notice what my main problem is.
This thing makes me very nervous to play or practice instrument, and the most is performing in front of audiences. I just had a first stage in this situation today. Now I cannot concentrate only music. Many thing are bother me. But I know that the person who bother me is me. And I know that only I can change me and my mind. Many concerts and busy life let me forget this kind of stresses, but I must not forget this time. I feel that may be the last chance to change something essencial for me. Soon I will be old to change or study. At the same time, I want to believe that is not too late yet.