(originally posted on 2017-02-07 | 10:32:25)
My doctor, yesterday, told me that I looked healthiest since last August!
I had radiation on two parts of my bones.
I was bending over in pain, but it’s getting a lot better.
Now my radiation-induced esophagitis has almost recovered.
I think I overcame another hardship.
As I’ve been going through these struggles
over and over and over again,
I feel like I can defeat any hardship, no matter how big it could be.
Once I become physically stable,
I feel ready to stand at the starting line for another fight.
So right now, I am just back to the starting point.
But I don’t see it as an “endless” journey anymore.
I feel happy to be back to the start point.
My focus used to be just to cure.
But now, I tell myself,
“Be nice. Let’s stay calm.”
Of course, I don’t necessarily give up,
and I strongly believe that I would be able to cure this disease.
This is where I am now.
I had some changes in my mindset.