(originally posted on 2016-10-13 | 19:45:59)

 

 

I saw someone who had breast cancer today. 

 

I had never done such things. 

 

The disease connected us. 

 

Even though it’s the same disease, 

each patient’s condition is totally different.

Even we get the same treatment, 

its side effects are also different.

 

Those differences sometimes make us hurt and depressed too.

 

But, today

we were able to talk with hearts,

which made me feel very comforted. 

 

It is often said that stubborn people are at greater risk of cancer, 

 

I am probably stubborn   J

 

My husband often calls me Mao Cetaka.

 

I wish I could allow myself more flexibility.  

 

There’s something that I’ve been always thinking.

 

My husband has lots of constraints in his life. 

But he is always free. 

 

On the other hand, 

my life is supposed to be a lot more flexible.  

But I am always restrained by something. 

 

I remember someone said:

 

“Even though you are married, it is your life. 

Live your life uninhibitedly.”

 

I will try to possess unshakable conviction in my face.