(originally posted on 2016-09-22 | 22:58:09)
I set a short-term goal,
which is to attend the sports day at my kids’ kindergarten.
I was talking to my sister who visited me at the hospital today:
“Do you think I am going to embarrass Reika and Kangen
if I baby-walk to their sports day event?”
My sister said:
“No! Not at all!
Mom is always the best
no matter how she looks!”
If I wasn’t forced out into the public attention on that day,
I might not have thought of setting a goal to attend the event.
So I can understand what his wife is afraid of.
He also fights for his family.
Lots of concerns, heartbreaking, struggles…
I see his thoughtful deep love for his family.
Their children always love their mother
whether or not she comes to their sports day.
If she is too concerned about the attention of the others,
and if that disturbs her wish of seeing her children,
I would like to send her my encouragement
so that she could stand up only and 100% for herself.
But I can understand it all depends on
her mental and physical condition on that morning.
I can also imagine she would battle with
many different feelings coming out her mind.
So I shouldn’t say what she should do.
But I will post this blog because
I couldn’t stop writing to her.