Bcos of love

Almost go back to US. I am so happy and looking forward , It is bcos of him

Yes, my family , fds and everything are in HK. However, I rather to stay in US.

It is bcos of him. I really count on him so much now

I can give up everything in HK bcos of him

I wanna see him, hold him and kiss him everyday and every moment !

He is everything for me

Just he doesnt know how important he is for me....

If i can, i sincerely hope that I can follow him forever .

even just look at him, I wanna look at him forever, until I die ^^

It is all bcos of Love! Love is powerful and amazing !

Actually, I never tell him every my feelings

But I already decided to marry him and try my best to follow him in the future !

愛してる　君がいれば

未来のこと　何も見えなくても怖くない

we must be so happy in the future ! i believe him and myself ^^

I dont know why...but everytime i recall his sleeping face,

I feel so happy ! His sleeping face looks like pig . haha ..it is really cute

I will smile when I think ab his face everytime!

kekeke ...I thinkI am crazy ab him =]

18 we can see in US^ ^ of course i want to see him first !
but we cannot take the same car ><
i can endure la ^^ just few hours we can see la ...kekekeke =]

my secrects

recently, i worried so much ...yesterday i became 崩潰! cired so crazy !until 4 am !


i really cannot and dont want to endure any pressure. so~ i cired



Today i saw Dr and got the report !
actually, i really want he can stay with me at that moment !and hold my hands ....but noone is here
so nervous...almost cannot breathe !
This is so helpless for a 20 years old girl !
I am just a little girl ~ i also need support ! but nobody



today i told him , i do not hav baby...

then , he seems so happy....

actually, i was so hurt ... u know my heart ? broken !

but i am not going to say ''why'' in here!

ok, if u feel happy, that's OK . i know baby and me will be ur bunder. so, no baby is a good news for u !

actually, i really love him so much ! seriously, he is everything for me !
but he doesnt know ! and he alwasy suspect my love ! !

i am a girl and i am weak. but i can become strong and tough bcos of his words ....
his words are so sensitive for me !

if he said " i must marry u"
i can be happy and smile for whole day !

but if he said "i am not sure will i marry u "
i will cry and cannot smile for whole day

he really has big influence on me....he controls my happiness and sadness

everything bcos of him !

just he doesnt know,...even a little thing he said , actully, it can effect me for a long time

he is everything for me

I dont care ab U ???

Almost winter , it must be so cold in USA. I really want to make a scarf before october ...

However, this is my first time to make such thing. . . I spent a lot of time to learn and make.

I really scare that I cannot give him before winter . So, I made this scarf overnight for few days...

I made it days and nights. I didnt sleep at night .... I felt so tired

I sincerely hope that I can give him before snowing.

I hope he can get my love and be warm in this cold winter

I am really love him....


However, today he said something so hurt to me.

He said : ur presents are not care ab me !

Just few words, but it is so powerful for me !

Do u know how tired I made this scarf for u ?

Do u know how painful were my fingers?

I really paied my time, money and love to make this present to u ...But u jsut said : ur present dont care ab me ...


So hurt ! just cry... feel so hurt

actually, i can just pay money to buy a scarf to him. but i didnt . I think jsut pay money cannot show my love ! I think it must be so sweet if I make sth to him and he can wear everyday. But in his mind, my presents is not care him !

ur words deleted everything I did for u , my hardworking and my love

and finally, he just said : "I dont want to talk, byebye"

he never knows how serious I cired after he hang off the call

He never knows.

sicne he never read my blog !