today we went to find some new appartment...
when we were in the car, i talked with tyler in Chinese, then, my bf angry ab this.
when we came back to home, he seems so angry and told me : "dont touch me, seriously, dont touch me..".
this time, i feel so bad and i went back to room.! and try to find out what i did wrong
After that, he and tyler came to room and talked ab the appartment.
my bf seem so annoying ab the appartment, and I try to say sth to make him feel better.
I just said : "actyaully, u dont"
my bf said "u are so annoying"
that time, i want to cry, but i try to endure ! then, i went out and cried
he doesnt know , he doesnt know anything !
few minutes later, he came out and shouted at me " u always like this !!!!"
i didnt reply! i know everything i say must make him dislike, so, i rather to shut up
i went back to room and cried ...noone know !
i am thinking, am i really need to move out of here ?
live with him, really not happy
until now, i dont know what i did wrong and why he treats me like this ?
always like this, i cannot endure .
if i really did wrong, u can shout at me and u can blame me ,,,
but actually, what i did wrong ? why u treat me like this ?
looking forward for move out !i want to have my own space and i wish my lover can respect me