Guess WHAT!!!

I had two days off and I have spent them SICK. Some throat infection thing that has made my voice rather squeaky and all gross and stuff so basically I sound like an angry mouse. ＼(゜□゜)／

Jasmine is NOT happy! And now I am going to gargle salt water because someone told me to. ((＞д＜))

You ask the questions I could never understand

I wonder if it ever is enough?
Ever?

For instance, the good things in life. Why do we seek those and yet let them slip away? Could the possibility of too much happiness exist just as too much sadness can?

When things become too much for others what happens? When they are so mad at the world, so full of sorrow and rejection and just feel so utterly deserted, misunderstood, lost...

I doubt they think : Well everyone feels this way at some point.
No.
In fact they probably think nobody would understand their pain, nobody else has been through it. But honestly, there's billions of people in this world. Within them more than just one would understand.

They don't have to know what it's like. They don't have to have lived through it to be there for you.

I've come to realize that by now.

No 2 people could ever have the exact same experiences in their life. Perhaps some shared ones, but never the exact same experience as someone else. Situations are different, personalities are different. You are different.

It's these differences, these second points of view that we need. They become essential in our development. I think it's why we seek the company of others. Even if we don't think about it. If we didn't seek others that feeling of loneliness would not exist.

Anyways that's my random babble that came about for no particular reason and has absolutely nothing to do with the picture attached to the blog (o^-')b

(*＾ー＾)ノ

As per the picture, well that is just a picture of me (right) and three classmates in kindergarten. Two of which were friends, one of which continued to be a friend well into high school when we had a falling out. ...Memories aren't really that great 100% of the time ... But that's kind of the point of them I should guess...

Simply OUTRAGIOUS!!!

о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆ You must knoweth my random FACTS of factly goodness!!!

Shall we begin? I do believe we shall

1. I absolutely positively love navy blue, black, silvers, and silver mixed with gold!!! Basically dark (forest) greens, maroon, smoky grays.

2. Lollipops are my favorite candy but I prefer strawberry, cherry, and WATERMELON!!! Ack watermelon anything makes me absolutely powerless to deny it. It's true!

3. I can say up and down that music is such a great thing and I love it and listen to a bit of everything but I actually can be quite picky about it. I'm working on it but I still do sometimes get all picky or stubborn about something.

4. Names, ages, faces, basically anything that would be pretty easy to store in ones memory just escapes me. I can't easily recall someone's name or age regardless of how long I've known them. Proof of that is my family. Don't know their ages, hardly remember their birthdays [On a side note, lyrics I can always remember (*_*) Go figure.] 


5. I used to love Rice Krispies Treats but now when I eat them I feel like they taste like cardboard. No idea why but I just can't stand them anymore. Of course I still love the cereal and eat it whenever I can. Σ＼(￣ｰ￣;)

6. I CAN'T DRIVEﾟﾟﾟﾟﾟ-y(^｡^)｡o0○ I just can't. I'm horrible behind the wheel so at 22 my younger brother is essentially my chauffeur.

7. The first j-rock song I ever heard was Filth in the Beauty by the GazettE. Incidentally in searching for it again a few months later I came across Guren. By that point I had forgotten who the band was or the name of the song so I thought it was another Japanese band and thus I kept searching for Filth in the Beauty and the awesome band that sang it only to find out they were one in the same (*^.^*) Oopsy lol.

8. While I have never suffered true heartbreak, I have indeed had many crushes that ended... well not so well. It's due to the fact that... you know... I can't stand being around people for too long.

9. CRAYONS. I love crayons. I even bought this huge box. (・・。)ゞ I lost my first box of them. Still I don't know why I have this childish need to own crayons when I don't even use them

10. ヽ(*'0'*)ﾂ I'm crazy but not really but can sometimes come off as crazy and I'm super stubborn but I'm reserved and not very outspoken and I have this tendency to babble...

TO BE CONTINUED... Bum bum bum *climactic theme music*