Slightly crazy at the most

Would you speak the world upon my shoulders
So that I may once again fly freely among the surface
Floating like the endless clouds above your dreams
Eternal nothing but a word upon the lips too far to ever know them.

Yank upon the heavy chains that drag behind the slave
A prisoner of all belief and we never learned to decipher
A voiceless wonderment among those who claim to know the truth
Yank upon the answers hidden lest we all plummet in their youth.

Unfold the stillness like a blanket over the shivering form
Alone, misunderstood, walking down a rocky path barefoot
Blood taints the air, the earth, the innocence of the past
Blind eyes cannot profess the truth but gives us time for another look.

Sardonic smiles in return of the majestic winged bearer of scorn
To lie among the damned is to walk along the dead for there's no will to break away
Can't we just pretend this never happened and I never knew you for what you are?
Will I ever float past the river of denial to it's ocean where I know my place?

If you're wondering what that is I will confess, yeah I don't really know lol. It just came to me and I typed as it came. Sometimes it's like that. Sometimes it's like pulling teeth. I prefer the ease of it just flowing out the way it did. It's just easier on me lol. But I should guess that easy isn't the best. Especially when it comes to writing.

Listening to Circle of Swindler by: the GazettE

Awesome song. Mostly now cause I have more of an idea about what happened lol.

K, that was it ヾ( ´ー｀) Adios (^ε^)♪ And behave

With laughter we proceed

So there's me, being all happy and hyper for no reason and people thought that was a miracle. O_O Like really?

Am I really that moody that it's a shock when I'm actually not?

.... That's kind of scary ....

- More later cause I'm hungry (｡･ω･)ﾉﾞ

Flowers of Obsession

So I have this major obsession with all that is instrumental. It's odd but not really considering my dad loves guitars and my grandfather played the violin.

Not that that's all but those are some of my favorites among them. Along with Piano and Cello XD But I don't have a cello I have a piano. Or rather a piano, a keyboard, an acoustic guitar and an electric guitar.

You know I realized I am already on post numero dos and I have yet to post some introductory type of post so here goes:

My real name is not Jasmine, Jasmine is just the name I prefer to go by. As a matter of fact I think I've been using that name for about half of my life anyway. Currently I am 22 years old but obviously every year you can tack on another +1 to that

I have and absolute love and admiration for music Writing music, playing music, writing poetry, listening to music, humming melodies!!! It's all just so amazing ♪(*^ ・^)ノ⌒☆

Admittedly I am somewhat of a confusing being because I am the most workaholic procrastinator with random bouts of OCD yet so disorganized that you just have to wonder. I have such odd moods swings at the most inappropriate times. But the people who know me well enough seem used to it by now.

I value honesty in others as well as myself. Speaking of honesty, I guess I should mention that I don't have too many people around me because I seriously believe I have social anxiety. I can't talk to people. The words are there they just refuse to come out and then I avert eye contact... It's hard for me to open up to someone in actual words...

As for anything else... well let's see. I'm a huge fan of the GazettE. Not just musically but of each individual member too. They just seem like they work so well together and it's obvious in their music. Aside from them I am actually a fan of quite a few bands including (but not limited to) Evanescence, Black Veil Brides, & [Eccentric Agent], Miyavi, Breaking Benjamin, Alice Nine, Muse, Ayumi Hamasaki, and the list goes on.

Aside from that I write stories but I never finish them I just start them so if I start randomly putting up weird things it's probably a poem or story that came to me in the moment.

What else... ?

Well anyways, I'll remember later, and then forget, and then probably remember or think that I did and so I'll come add more. Or maybe I'll forget completely and not add more details...