今日は久々にブログを書きます
なぜなら久しぶりに有意義な日を過ごしたからです。
まず！やっとワークパーミット届いた～ってかほんとにイミグレおせーよ。まじで学生ビザ切れる前から切れた後までほんとに来るのか半信半疑だったけどこれでやっと重荷がおりた。
今日就職の面接に行ったんですが、そこの会社かなりユニークでとてもよさそう。
まぁなんとかうまくやったけどどうかな、受かればバンザイだけどまぁ甘くないと思うし。
その日の帰りには車に冬用のタイヤを装着させたし、これで冬も乗り切れるでしょ。
最近やっとこさ調子が向いてきたかなーって感じがする。このまま長く続くといいけど。。
あーっとこいつを忘れちゃいけない、新たなTattooのデザインも落としてきたし次が入るのも時間の問題でしょ。
まぁとにかく日ごろの行いを良くして行きましょう！
How's it going?
I just decided to write something today, because I think I've had most productive day in a while.
First news, I finally received my work visa! I've waited for this for the longerst time.. So glad to have it now.
I had a job interview today at a small firm. The interview went good. It went on for about an hour, the man who interviewed me was actually the founder of the company. He told me that he likes the way his company is now with 10 people, they know each other very well, people can grow in the company.
It was very new to me. I have never worked for a small company like this one, however what he told me was very interesting and I felt that this type of company might be better suit for me...
I hope to get hired by them. It would be dissapointing if I don't get chosen, but I would seek for another opportunity. I am actually happy that my resume finally caught someone's attenstion. Now I can keep the hope of getting another intereview opportunity sending more resumes to companies.
So I wore suit and tie in the last one year. It made me feel refined. It's strange that how you dress can have much effect on someone's mood.
Beside that, I have had winter tires on my car. I regained my appetite after sever hangover plus etc...
I feel things have funally turned around for me, and I really hope this will last for long time..
Oh yeat, some other exciting news is that I made another appointment with my tattoo artist who is now working on my idea will shoot me an e-mail once it's done.
So, yeah I feel a little excitement about how things are around me...
I keep doing good deeds.
今日面接に行ってきました。
レストランの。。。
分かってます、やってることが違うのは。
でも家でただ座ってなんもしないでいるわけにはいきません。だって金ないし。。
面接は意外にもしっかりした感じでなんか会社の説明会に来ているような感じさえしました。。
英語部と日本語部の２つに分かれた面接で1時間にも及びました。
グループ面接ってのもあって緊張しましたがまぁなんとか。
でも結果は分かりませんなにしろ50人ほど面接するらしいので、そのなかの15人ほどが選ばれる。しかしながら自分はキッチン志望ではないのでそっからマイナス5して10人。うーん、どうなるやら。
I went to take a job interview today. It's a........ restaurant job....
I know I know, It's not what I am supposed to do, and it's actually against my will.
I have been e-mailing with my dad, which is really rare. We have probably exchanged e-mails less than 10 in last 2yrs. I actually have never appreciated to him being mentor of my life, but now I kind of do...
I really need someone's opinion for my career. I have never been this struggled to find out what's best to do in my life before...
However, I need a job to get by this month and next.. I can't just sit at home do nothing.
So I decided to pick up a job. there is a Japanese restaurant or I should say a bar opening up this Dec. They are looking for opening staff. So I decided to give it a shot. You know, the place is owned by Japanese so it's officially "Japanese place" not like those Fake Japanese places owned by non-Japanese...
No offence, but I am tired of working with people not being able to communicate in English well enough, but they still want respect from you in a way that you feel intimidated.
Sooo Japanese, yes this can be it.. well, I mean I hope.
The interview was rather organized it gave me a feeling of being at a corporate presentation.
There were two interviews, one, English, another in Japanese. This went on for about an hour since it was group interview and there were 20 of us.
They are loooking to hire total of about 15 ppl from roughly 50 ppl. So the chances are..... well... not glittering..
but the way I feel now, it's not slim either... I just gotta wait to find it out.
レストランの。。。
分かってます、やってることが違うのは。
でも家でただ座ってなんもしないでいるわけにはいきません。だって金ないし。。
面接は意外にもしっかりした感じでなんか会社の説明会に来ているような感じさえしました。。
英語部と日本語部の２つに分かれた面接で1時間にも及びました。
グループ面接ってのもあって緊張しましたがまぁなんとか。
でも結果は分かりませんなにしろ50人ほど面接するらしいので、そのなかの15人ほどが選ばれる。しかしながら自分はキッチン志望ではないのでそっからマイナス5して10人。うーん、どうなるやら。
I went to take a job interview today. It's a........ restaurant job....
I know I know, It's not what I am supposed to do, and it's actually against my will.
I have been e-mailing with my dad, which is really rare. We have probably exchanged e-mails less than 10 in last 2yrs. I actually have never appreciated to him being mentor of my life, but now I kind of do...
I really need someone's opinion for my career. I have never been this struggled to find out what's best to do in my life before...
However, I need a job to get by this month and next.. I can't just sit at home do nothing.
So I decided to pick up a job. there is a Japanese restaurant or I should say a bar opening up this Dec. They are looking for opening staff. So I decided to give it a shot. You know, the place is owned by Japanese so it's officially "Japanese place" not like those Fake Japanese places owned by non-Japanese...
No offence, but I am tired of working with people not being able to communicate in English well enough, but they still want respect from you in a way that you feel intimidated.
Sooo Japanese, yes this can be it.. well, I mean I hope.
The interview was rather organized it gave me a feeling of being at a corporate presentation.
There were two interviews, one, English, another in Japanese. This went on for about an hour since it was group interview and there were 20 of us.
They are loooking to hire total of about 15 ppl from roughly 50 ppl. So the chances are..... well... not glittering..
but the way I feel now, it's not slim either... I just gotta wait to find it out.
卒業後3ヶ月がたちましたが、、、また仕事見つかってません。。
てかもともと仕事探しの苦手な自分には相当きついです。
でもそんなことも言ってられず、来年で27になってしまう自分は必死で努力しないとまじで仕事就けなくなってしまいます。
色々考えましたが今は勉強した分野での仕事をすることに決め、直接関わりのないものは避けていこうと思います。
もともとカナダでの滞在を永遠にするつもりはないので日本重視の考えでいます。なので年齢は重要です。
カナダで仕事の経験が積めたらもってこいなんですがそうも言ってられず、時間制限を設けないとずるずるいってしまいそうです。とりあえず今年末までに仕事が見つからなければ気持ちを日本に切り替えていこうかと思います。
It has been 3 months since I graduated from school....
aaahhhh... Job has yet to be found...
I want to go back to Japan now.... I feel there is a better chance for me in Japan than here in CANADA.
Well, ofcourse I can utilize the advantage of speaking English if I was to look for a job in Japan. Here, being able to speak English is mandatory so not fully able to speak English is a disadvantage here...
I do not like looking for a job to begin with actually making it worse...
I have been avoiding to look for a job even since I had to..
There are jobs that I could have settled with, however I chose not to...
This is very difficult. To continuously stay in Canada, I need a job that pays my rent. However, I can't or I should say I don't want to take a job that doesn't connect me to the next job.
look, I am 26 becoming 27 next year, I have to start my career. I don't know and don't want to know how difficult it already is for a guy with little work experience to find a job. With another year added to my age next year.. I might have to go through extreamly difficult steps to get a job. The job, which I managed to get after trying so hard might even be something I do not want but I have to keep it because there is no other job for me. I'd really like a job now before I turn 27.
People here says that I should stay, and don't be picky, take whatever there is..... Um.... yeah.,.. no..
I have spent 2yrs studying at college earned myself experience working in professional environments. I want a job relates to the field for Christ sake.
I do not intend to stay in Canada permanently. I just want to get some work experience before I go home.
As much as I value staying Canada for extra experience, I know I have to put a time limit. I'm thinking maybe by the end of the year, if I could not find a job until then I should switch my mind for Japan.
てかもともと仕事探しの苦手な自分には相当きついです。
でもそんなことも言ってられず、来年で27になってしまう自分は必死で努力しないとまじで仕事就けなくなってしまいます。
色々考えましたが今は勉強した分野での仕事をすることに決め、直接関わりのないものは避けていこうと思います。
もともとカナダでの滞在を永遠にするつもりはないので日本重視の考えでいます。なので年齢は重要です。
カナダで仕事の経験が積めたらもってこいなんですがそうも言ってられず、時間制限を設けないとずるずるいってしまいそうです。とりあえず今年末までに仕事が見つからなければ気持ちを日本に切り替えていこうかと思います。
It has been 3 months since I graduated from school....
aaahhhh... Job has yet to be found...
I want to go back to Japan now.... I feel there is a better chance for me in Japan than here in CANADA.
Well, ofcourse I can utilize the advantage of speaking English if I was to look for a job in Japan. Here, being able to speak English is mandatory so not fully able to speak English is a disadvantage here...
I do not like looking for a job to begin with actually making it worse...
I have been avoiding to look for a job even since I had to..
There are jobs that I could have settled with, however I chose not to...
This is very difficult. To continuously stay in Canada, I need a job that pays my rent. However, I can't or I should say I don't want to take a job that doesn't connect me to the next job.
look, I am 26 becoming 27 next year, I have to start my career. I don't know and don't want to know how difficult it already is for a guy with little work experience to find a job. With another year added to my age next year.. I might have to go through extreamly difficult steps to get a job. The job, which I managed to get after trying so hard might even be something I do not want but I have to keep it because there is no other job for me. I'd really like a job now before I turn 27.
People here says that I should stay, and don't be picky, take whatever there is..... Um.... yeah.,.. no..
I have spent 2yrs studying at college earned myself experience working in professional environments. I want a job relates to the field for Christ sake.
I do not intend to stay in Canada permanently. I just want to get some work experience before I go home.
As much as I value staying Canada for extra experience, I know I have to put a time limit. I'm thinking maybe by the end of the year, if I could not find a job until then I should switch my mind for Japan.
今仕事に電話してひどい嘘をつきました。
辞めるためです。
すんごい自己嫌悪に陥っています。。。
混乱。
カナダの生活に先が見えません。。。
I've told my work a terrible lie....
I had to.. to leave the job that I don't want to continue....
I'm obsessed with self-disgust right now...
Jeez, What am I doing all after finishing school.... Nothing comes right to me.. nothing I do makes sense...
I'm feeling confused. It is not supposed to be like this after all the stress from school is off my shoulder, everything was supposed to go right for me... what a hell...
辞めるためです。
すんごい自己嫌悪に陥っています。。。
混乱。
カナダの生活に先が見えません。。。
I've told my work a terrible lie....
I had to.. to leave the job that I don't want to continue....
I'm obsessed with self-disgust right now...
Jeez, What am I doing all after finishing school.... Nothing comes right to me.. nothing I do makes sense...
I'm feeling confused. It is not supposed to be like this after all the stress from school is off my shoulder, everything was supposed to go right for me... what a hell...
早くも学校卒業して1ヶ月が過ぎました。
このぐーたら生活・・・・はまってしまったようです。。。
しかーし、今日なんとか試験勉強を始めることに成功しました。
とりあえず資格を取ってからまた就職活動は再開しようかと。。。
3日坊主にならないことを願います。。。
I'm struggling so hard to get out of this unproductive laziness harness that I put on after the graduation....
It has been over a month, I haven't found a job, I've lost my will to find a job for now.....
It's really stressful not having been able to do anything after graduating...
I guess I am starting to realize how hard it is to find a right job for me with what I am capable of....
So I am switching my mind to study for some certificates before resume to look for a job again...
At this point, I've lost my motivation, and it's not working at all...
I've decided to study for Microsoft certificate, start with MCP 70-270.
I've studied for 70-290 before, but it didn't bear fruit. I thought about trying the same certificate but I figured that I should take easy one first and then move on to harder ones...
I just spent 2 hrs to go thorough a few questions and it seems the questions are not as hard as I thought. I might be able to complete all quizes and be able to write it in a few weeks... that will be great!
I just hope my motivation to last more than a few days because I just started and the motivation could run out tomorrow.
このぐーたら生活・・・・はまってしまったようです。。。
しかーし、今日なんとか試験勉強を始めることに成功しました。
とりあえず資格を取ってからまた就職活動は再開しようかと。。。
3日坊主にならないことを願います。。。
I'm struggling so hard to get out of this unproductive laziness harness that I put on after the graduation....
It has been over a month, I haven't found a job, I've lost my will to find a job for now.....
It's really stressful not having been able to do anything after graduating...
I guess I am starting to realize how hard it is to find a right job for me with what I am capable of....
So I am switching my mind to study for some certificates before resume to look for a job again...
At this point, I've lost my motivation, and it's not working at all...
I've decided to study for Microsoft certificate, start with MCP 70-270.
I've studied for 70-290 before, but it didn't bear fruit. I thought about trying the same certificate but I figured that I should take easy one first and then move on to harder ones...
I just spent 2 hrs to go thorough a few questions and it seems the questions are not as hard as I thought. I might be able to complete all quizes and be able to write it in a few weeks... that will be great!
I just hope my motivation to last more than a few days because I just started and the motivation could run out tomorrow.