今仕事に電話してひどい嘘をつきました。
辞めるためです。
すんごい自己嫌悪に陥っています。。。
混乱。
カナダの生活に先が見えません。。。
I've told my work a terrible lie....
I had to.. to leave the job that I don't want to continue....
I'm obsessed with self-disgust right now...
Jeez, What am I doing all after finishing school.... Nothing comes right to me.. nothing I do makes sense...
I'm feeling confused. It is not supposed to be like this after all the stress from school is off my shoulder, everything was supposed to go right for me... what a hell...