最初の入院は初めてすぎて緊張したけど、今回は通い慣れたところ
それでも緊張している中での大部屋体験はあまり好ましく思ってなかった
手術前日の入院で案内された部屋は8人部屋
1回目の手術の病室は、患者がお互い話すこともなく、お年寄りが多い静かな部屋だった
別にお友達を作りにきたわけでも、余裕があるわけでもなかったので全然構わなかったし、今回もお友達を作る気もなかった
部屋に入ったら、みんながカーテンを開けて話していた
窓際のベッドには明るい若い子が寝ていて、その子が周りを明るくしてた
Compared to my first surgery, the second admission to the hospital was at the place I was commuting for months
It didn't necessary make it a comfortable place, in my uncomfortable situation
My bed was in a room of 8 women
My room for the first surgery was very quiet - many elderly women, everyone had their curtains closed and rarely spoke
I didn't care, I wasn't here to make friends and I was too busy minding my own uncomfortable situation
I didn't have any intention to make friends in this room either
When I entered the room, all the patients had their curtains around their bed open, and were talking to each other
There was a rare sight of a young girl by the window, who was in the center of the coversation