触診の後、すぐに細胞診をすることになった
前もやって終わった後も痛かった大嫌いな細胞診
でもそんなこと気にしてる余裕はなかった
よくわからなかったけど、先生の表情が変わったのが一番怖かった
細胞診の結果をもらうまでには、通常1週間程度かかる
でも数日後、病院から電話があって、すぐに来て下さいと言われた
大学病院から電話がかかってくることなんて、滅多にない
いつも連絡は取っていても、滅多に電話はかけない親友に電話して、もうダメかもと言った
家族には話せてなかった
After palpation, the doctor asked to do a cytology exam.
I hated the cytology exam, it hurts during and after because it takes a lump out by injection
But this time, I didn't have the nerve to worry about it
I wasn't sure what was happening, but what scared me the most was that the doctors expression changed suddenly.
I went home after the exam.
Usually it takes about a week until you get your exam results, but I recieved a call from the hospital 2 days after, asking me to come in as soon as possible.
A rare call from the hospital, only means one thing and I got the message
I called my best friend. We are always in touch, but hardly talk on a call unless very urgent
I told her, I may be up for the worst
I hadn't told my family