彼との別れ話をしている間、抗がん剤治療に進む準備をしていた
卵子凍結をしていた生殖外来科より、治療が終わった報告が乳腺外科に入り、すぐに乳腺外科との抗がん剤開始前の確認の為のアポが入った
数ヶ月ぶりの乳腺外科の先生と、抗がん剤治療のあれこれについて確認し、では来週から早速抗がん剤治療を始めましょうという話になったが、気になることがあった
最初の温存手術をしてから、傷の確認と一緒に、お風呂に入って身体を洗う際に、胸を確認するようにしていた
最後の採卵の前日（10月6日頃）、同じ右側の胸に違和感を見つけた
1回目の手術の傷と近かったので、手術の傷に関連したものかと思ったけど、一応聞いてみようと思った
傷の近くがボコッとなってると先生にお伝えしたところ、シコリがシコリになるまでには通常10年単位でかかるから、大丈夫とだと思うけど一応見ようと見てくれた
見て頂いて、先生の表情が変わった
As I was going through break up with my ex, my cancer therapy was moving forward to the next step.
The genecology department refered the information to my breast surgery department that the egg-freezing process was completed, and went to see the breast surgery department. It had been a few months.
The doctor explained breifly about chemo, and confirmed we should start the next week.
I listened, thinking here it comes, at the same time, I had a little bother in my head I wanted to confirm with the doctor.
Since my first partial mastectomy, I was checking the conditions of the scar and any differences in my breast while I took a shower.
Around the time I finished my last oocyte collection, I had found a little nervous bump in the same right breast, close to my scar from the first surgery
I thought it maybe something related to the scar
When I told the doctor so, his reaction was that it takes years for a tumor to become a tumor, starting from the cells, so I could not have had a reccurence in 4 month, but he agreed to check anyway.
When he was examining it, his expression changed.
