Yup, it has passed a while. I appear to be in better condition right now - maybe.

The school is really burning me out! At the moment I should prepare myself for a test of biology, but I totally don't have energy for that. Well, I've read the book for two times, the notebook about three or four times and the papers have been checked out, so... it should go well. I still have time to read.

Lately I've been hooked into Japanese drama! Hana yori dango is very good (≧▽≦)

HITT is coming to Tsukicon! I was so happy when I heard it - Tsukicon it at the same time with our confirmation camp (this time being a little leader) and it's pity, but... I'd like to see HITT live. I like his music very much and I adore him.

So I have to save money and try to be a good girl!

See ya! (・ω・)/

- ilona -
This is going to be a boring explanation, so please don't complain. I just feel better if I write these thoughts somewhere.

It's strange, how little things can make me feel so different. Few minutes ago I talked with my love and we separated. It's better like this - we saw last time in April, so... it didn't work. The person is still very important to me, and we will remain as friends.

So, while I'm shocked I try to prove to myself, that the world is still going on. Today the saver was Yumehito's blog - just the casual crazy text with Google translator and a cute pic made me feel a lot better. I listen to L'arc~en~ciel's Ready steady go, and it helps me too. Actually, I feel quite normal now (・ω・)/

Today has been a weird day in other ways, too.

I've had a new friend. She is so nice that I still can't believe that she exists. She talks with me really openly and she writes very well! She is maybe going to teach me to read Japan... if I teach her to play piano. Maybe she is also going to join our choir. I'm waiting eagerly the choir to begin!

The teachers have been really kind this week, I nearly cried when our history teacher finally talked to me. I'm a bit angry with him, 'cause he has lost something that was really important to me. But he is friendly with me again, though there was a time when he was just teasing me about everything.

Out maths teacher is begin an idiot... he doesn't teach, just complains.

... I can't write more, I have to write (o^-')b

- ilona -