Peace.

I had written a long blog post here but I thought "No one wants to hear the sad parts of someone's life." So, I thought I'd tell you all the nice things instead.

I've been getting slowly better but am still on a strict diet of pedialyte, soup, and sometimes (if I feel ok) mac-n-cheese. 

This "diet" has unfortunately made my weight drop very fast (while the sickness originally caused me to gain weight very fast) so my body looks... weird. Haha! 

I've been making a few friends here and there, and I couldn't be happier about it. While everyone else wants to date, I much prefer the company of my friends. 

Christmas season is here but I don't feel very "Christmas-y". I hope this changes soon since I do enjoy this holiday so much. 

I hope you all are well and I wanted to say thank you to all of you who have been supportive and kind through this hard ordeal of mine. It means a lot, even if it is simply "someone on the internet".

Peace by Apocalyptica. Enjoy!

November the fifth

Last Saturday night I went with two friends of mine to see LACERO (remember them?) and a few other bands play at a Bar & Grill. The show went very well and it's safe to say the guys earned several new fans. I'm so happy for them. Things are going well for them, and it's only been a year that I have known them! First CD, first music video... who knows what will be next!

Here are some pics of myself (and others) that the band's personal photographer took.


LACERO's guitarist Craig and myself. We both had been drinking so our faces in this picture are definately unusual.


Everyone was obsessed with my contacts. Even the photographer. I also got 5 screams of horror that night.



They stole the show.


The bar + crowd.


I hope everyone is doing well!

Birthday 2011

Hello everyone! I hope you all are well.

Things for me have not changed much, unfortunately. I'm stuck in bed most days with a illness the doctors are clueless about. My doctor, Kitty, has found some medicine that seems to help somewhat. It's not a cure though. Let's keep hoping this illness gets cured.

So, as a few of you may know, it was my 23rd birthday on the 10th of this month. My birthdays normally don't go well, but this year was wonderful. My friend that I met when I visited California earlier this year flew up to stay with me for a week, which included my birthday. That day he happily took me shopping for my new monitor (present from my parents) and surprised me by buying groceries stating that he was going to make me my birthday dinner and a cake. I unfortunately didn't get a photo of my dinner but it was parmesan chicken with caramelized onion red sauce over pasta. Delicious!

The rest of the night was just making cakes, playing games, and enjoying each other's company. The rest of the week was that actually. It was very fun having someone to cook for and talk to for once. Been on my own so long, felt strange.

Here's my gifts that I was given for those who are curious.




My new computer monitor. It's 23". Sorry for the bad photo, I took it while my friend was playing games and he elbowed me.




A puzzle box from my mother. And inside she hid this:




A sapphire (my birthstone) and diamond bracelet.




A new picture frame. It matches a antique rose painting I have as well. I love just about anything with roses, lol.




And lastly, my media gifts. I bought Dead Island for myself, but the rest if from others.


I will remember this birthday very fondly. And thank you for the birthday wishes I received from here as well. That made me very happy. :)



I was recently introduced to the musical called Across the Universe, in which all the songs are Beatles covers. It was actually a very cute movie. So here is one of my favorite Beatles songs Come Together as performed in the movie Across the Universe. Enjoy.