昨日は外科をしました。
始めはちょっと怖かったと思う。でも、医師のみんなさんは優しかったですね。
外科の理由は私の首の中で小塊がありました。良性のことまだ知りません。でも、外科を終わりますので、本当によかったです。I was actually booked to get it done 2 weeks ago, but after waiting 8 hours, the operation room was finally opened. However, the recovery room was full. I started crying and asked myself, "Why did God make me endure through all these 8 hours?" only to find out that yesterday, going back to the hospital, I knew all the procedures and I was more prepared mentally. I didn't freak out as much.
とにかく・・・傷がありますけど、時間を過ぎるは大丈夫と思います。だって、時間を過ぎるの時、傷は消えてでしょう？・・・でしょう？
My hand where they stuck the IV in is still covered with a bandaid... my hand is blue in the middle because of the blood and my veins... it should disappear in time though. I was also 10 seconds away from using a bedpan... lol.
でも、お神さんと母さんと父さんがいるから、本当に感謝です。I feel that this experience has shaken my faith, but only made it stronger in the end. I still have to wait to see results, but I've relearned and re-experienced once again about God's plan and His reasons.
I will wait patiently and see what happens from here.
始めはちょっと怖かったと思う。でも、医師のみんなさんは優しかったですね。
外科の理由は私の首の中で小塊がありました。良性のことまだ知りません。でも、外科を終わりますので、本当によかったです。I was actually booked to get it done 2 weeks ago, but after waiting 8 hours, the operation room was finally opened. However, the recovery room was full. I started crying and asked myself, "Why did God make me endure through all these 8 hours?" only to find out that yesterday, going back to the hospital, I knew all the procedures and I was more prepared mentally. I didn't freak out as much.
とにかく・・・傷がありますけど、時間を過ぎるは大丈夫と思います。だって、時間を過ぎるの時、傷は消えてでしょう？・・・でしょう？
My hand where they stuck the IV in is still covered with a bandaid... my hand is blue in the middle because of the blood and my veins... it should disappear in time though. I was also 10 seconds away from using a bedpan... lol.
でも、お神さんと母さんと父さんがいるから、本当に感謝です。I feel that this experience has shaken my faith, but only made it stronger in the end. I still have to wait to see results, but I've relearned and re-experienced once again about God's plan and His reasons.
I will wait patiently and see what happens from here.
