Occasionally, I will have this kind of emotion.
I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.
yes, I hate him.
If it is not him, then I won't be in the state that I am in right now.
If it is not him, then I wouldn't have gone to Sweden for the festival, I would have taken my conversion exam, I would have done by PCLL, and now I would already be a solicitor trainee.
If it is not him, then I haven't have cried so much, I would be so much more concentrated on my study, I would have been so much more successful.
If it is not him, then I don't have to plan my work schedule around the tour schedule because I want to see him so badly, I worry so much that he will forget me.
If it is not him...
There are just so much "if it is not him".
I know it is all my own decision. Yes, I know that damn well, and I know there is no one I should blame. I know I will probably make the same decision if I can choose again.
But, just occasionally I will hate him for getting me into all this.
I hate him, only because I love him so much.
G x
I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.
yes, I hate him.
If it is not him, then I won't be in the state that I am in right now.
If it is not him, then I wouldn't have gone to Sweden for the festival, I would have taken my conversion exam, I would have done by PCLL, and now I would already be a solicitor trainee.
If it is not him, then I haven't have cried so much, I would be so much more concentrated on my study, I would have been so much more successful.
If it is not him, then I don't have to plan my work schedule around the tour schedule because I want to see him so badly, I worry so much that he will forget me.
If it is not him...
There are just so much "if it is not him".
I know it is all my own decision. Yes, I know that damn well, and I know there is no one I should blame. I know I will probably make the same decision if I can choose again.
But, just occasionally I will hate him for getting me into all this.
I hate him, only because I love him so much.
G x
I have just made a donation to Plan.
It is a international organisation that you can sponsor a children.
The fund will be there to support their study,
and make their live better.
You can also write to them through the organisation,
also visit them if you want to.
My mum was once of those who were sponsored.
Now I am just giving it back,
and make a small contribution to those needed one.
It doesn't cost much.
But it does make a big different to those who need it.
Please make a contribution if you can.
PLAN: sponsor now
G x
It is a international organisation that you can sponsor a children.
The fund will be there to support their study,
and make their live better.
You can also write to them through the organisation,
also visit them if you want to.
My mum was once of those who were sponsored.
Now I am just giving it back,
and make a small contribution to those needed one.
It doesn't cost much.
But it does make a big different to those who need it.
Please make a contribution if you can.
PLAN: sponsor now
G x
I am so weird.
Recently, I have spent so many time writing to someone,
but end up not sending it.
Good Night.
G x
能明白「很想他，卻又不想想他。可是沒辦法不想他，但想他時心裡面卻又很厭惡自己」這樣的感覺嗎？就在很想卻不想想卻不能不想但不該想的想法中浮沈。
我知道很難懂，可是這確確實實是我近來的心情。變得自己也有點不太懂自己了。
11.30pm
it has finished.
she has sang 30 songs.
旅行的意義 twice.
I cried.
還是會寂寞.
I cried again.
At 17.
I cried the third time.
the one before the last.
天天想你.
I cried and couldn't stop.
one of the best concert I have been,
in a different way.
she is such an angel.
謝謝，綺貞。
I have drafted my first legal letter ever in my life.
initiating an Action of Claim of damages.
I found the ground to sue too!
so basically this is MY CLAIM! yay!
hopefully everything will go according to plan.
I'm also going to hand in the application for legal visit too.
so I have my name in the list that I can go into prison for interview purpose to visit out defendant.
everything is just so new all together.
Anyway!
I'll work hard!
G x