１３１０１０

I went to pick up the Plastic Tree ticket after work today.
It was a big mess and rush,
since there was some problem with the tram service.
oh well, at least I did manage to make it in time.

I'm going to Plastic Tree,
meaning that I can't make it to mucc.

Arr, work is annoying.
and I have court all day on that week too I think.



life sucks and I miss yukke.






G x

１２１０１０

我當時竟然有「很幸福」的念頭。
大概是最愚蠢的念頭。

１２１０１０

忽然想起，
曾經，我站在某個地方，看著某個人，
腦海中有一個現在回想起來愚蠢至極的念頭。

那個時候我怎麼會那樣想的呢？





我想我大概永遠不可能忘記那體驗過天堂與地獄的一星期。

不可能忘記吧。

G x

０９１０１０

Only half day on Sat so I am going home!
FINALLY!

I saw this in 7-11 last night.

is soooooooooo cute!

*open*

6 mini chupa chups!


G x

I miss yukke （；＿；）

０１１０１０

I went to Brett today!
Even though I don't really like his new album but I was hoping he may sing some old song,
so I went anyway.

I had to go to the gig by myself.
My friends are either not interested in Brett,
or can't afford the ticket since they are all going overseas at the end of the year.


Oh well,
THEY MISSED OUT!

Brett was amazing live.
he looked a lot older.
But he is STILL amazing!

I met this very nice Japanese lady on my way.
she was going to go to Brett too,
with my great ability to chat people up in the queue 8D
we end up going together.

She told me she has a son my age,
and studying in LSE,
with that surname and with that course..
I think I know who her son is 8D
Such small world that I meet my friend's mum who i met in London, in a gig, in HK!


anyway.
Brett was amazing.


G x

２６０９１０－２

睡不著，
也猜不透。

只知道自己很想他，
可是看見他的樣子會很想哭。

早知道會這樣，
沒有愛上就好了。



好吧。
我是笨蛋。

G

２６０９１０

My birthday sucks.
Worst birthday ever in my entire life.


My mum got really angry at me today.
Not on any other ordinary day.
It is my birthday today.
But it seems like she doesn't care.

I just couldn't stay at home at all,
I ran away from home but there isn't any places that I can go.
I wondered around the street by myself the whole day,
crying.

I'm such an idiot.



There is no way that I will spend my birthday in Hong Kong next year.
Neither of my birthday was a happy one since I came back.



It sucks.
My f-king birthday sucks.

G

２５０９１０

Safe me,
I can't sleep.

The world is so quiet,
is scary.



I want to cry,
please let me cry.

but it seems like I have lost the ability to do so.



G

I miss Yukke.

２２０９１０

I feel lucky to be born in Hong Kong.

--


Des'pa is going to pause their activity.
I like their gig, is fun, but I don't have much love toward the band member themselves.
although it has been a while that I don't particularly feel anything for any band.
not only that I mean "like" but also "any feeling" at all (if anyone know what I mean)
so as to the situation toward Des'pa,
honestly I don't really feel anything,
except for the fact that I don't know whether I have chance to go to a Des'pa gig any more.

Lu called last night,
I can image her being very upset.
but the first thing she told me was RIM was very upset.
telling me that when she finally met up with RIM at the bus stop last night, her eyes were already so swollen that God knows how long she has been crying for at the bus stop.
arr, poor RIM, I wish I can just fly to China and give her a big hug.

Lu telling me that RIM just continue crying,
and she don't know what can she say to make RIM feel better.
Poor Lu, she tried so hard to comfort RIM,
but no one realised that Lu herself is in a very upset state.

I told her,
there is nothing she can do, nor anything she can say,
all she can do is just stay with RIM and let her cry it all out.

I'll have to say Lu is very good at that,
she is just so comforting.
last October when I came back at Barcelona,
the flight was delayed, I got trapped at the airport for 8 hours by myself,
I had a fever, and by the time i got back to london was already 1 in the morning, I have missed my flight from London back to Hong Kong, I was exhausted, my phone run out of battery, I felt really sick, and I really missed yukke.
but Lu waited for me, she took me in that night, she held my hand, took me back to her flat, made me a nice cup of tea and said, "everything is over now".

I burst out crying, she said nothing the whole time but just sat by me, and let me cry.

she is those kind of person that she doesn't need to saying thing, but is already very comforting just being near by.

Arr, I miss her too.

Lu and RIM are going to apply for the Japan visa today,
hopefully they can get it in time so they can go to the last Des'pa gig at the end of the Oct.
fingers cross they can get it.

I'm so glad that I'm born in Hong Kong rather then China,
we are still Chinese but have a different passport, we don't need visa to go to most places.
Arr, we are lucky.


G xx

OK, I should leave my bed.

１９０９１０

Dear God,


I know that I don't call him dad,
but he raised me, he took good care of me,
and I know he love me.
He is my dad inside my heart.

How can you let such a lovely person like him suffer from such a horrible disease?




The clock is ticking.
So please, please, please,
God, please let me become a lawyer.

My dad is running out of time.
I want him to see me become a lawyer,
I want him at my qualifying ceremony.

I don't know how much longer does he has,
but at least let him have enough time to see mine and his dream come true.

I am not going to cry.
I know dad doesn't want me to cry.

G