crashed right after the midterm. havent gone to any of my classes that day. dont know what to feel lol.
- jogged around the brain last night - felt really good! - woke up and saw it was pouring outside - im soaked, shitt - ran to my meeting which I thought was at 12 - it was really at 1. dumbfoundeaddddddddd
-printing out fliers for fridays gb!! woohooo cant wait
"I look up to those people who have lost everything, yet love others beyond themselves."
Jake Miller - Runnin
my jogging song, hahahahh
________ I've kept an empty jar since the start of 2013. whenever something good or memorable happens, i jot it down on a piece of paper and put it in the jar. at the end of the year Ill take everything out and read it - hopefully it'll bring alot of nostalgia.
but for the past 2 weeks, i havent been doing it. maybe because ive been extremely busy with midterms and papers. But after this week!!!! woooott ill be free! :D back to the old Dan in sp'12 and sp'13!!
And for an odd reason, im not fatigue even for a slight bit. but in a weird gentle way, im more delighted and grateful!
Kina Grannis - Cambridge
For the first time this year, I finally managed to see the sunrise! :D
Even though it was unintentional, the view gave me a new insight? I suppose. It just made me happy. It made me grateful for who I am!
I finally realized not to worry about my surroundings. I realized the term YOLO doesn't only mean to act out recklessly and do stupid shit.
It means that people should enjoy their life and not stress about the past or the future because the past has already happened, and the future will happen later, not now. People should enjoy the present because that will determine if their future will be a bright one or a dark one.
So, I really shouldn't care if i might be bothering people. I shouldnt care if they dont like me. I realized... I need to be more...simple.
and whenever im in a bad mood, i just think of the good times ive had this semester and everything will go away. And the past? slowly but surely, it is disappearing from my life.
Oh this change! it feels good in a ..weird way. mousukoshi dake, konnakanjide..nattehoshii..
Kina Grannis and sunrise. thank you :D keep making me happy!
I was going through one of my very close friend's photos(a Columbia student)on fb. He grew up in nyc all his life - growing up in Manhattan; between Time Square and Central Park.
In my mind, he is a true New Yorker.
And these photos kind of prove that too. The photos of the biking trips around the city, the weird ass Manhattan sceneries, and these random ass street fairs all represent his fair contributions he's made as a New Yorker. he is fucking crazy. and his love for ny is insane.
all these times, i've always said that i hate nyc, but now.. maybe i dont. Maybe ive come to appreciate nyc alot more than i have before. just a random thought while going through these photos. IDK my mind is dead from all the studying. I AM TIRED!
