last moments as a child

it's been long time since i started this blog.

no one will know that i am writing this diary.

well, some time i wanted to be known by some one who can help me..

well things has being going well since i became positive.

im with my family now that what i wanted to be like for ling time.

i am going to work as professional from April 1st.

im pretty excited since i finally passed GRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gongrad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah!!i did it!!! i passed WPE!!!now I am officially graduated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

any way, I love IZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and finally i got a japanese driver's lisence.

love.

i wanna be a sweet n' juicy.

wpe

the reason why I started this blog as feelingmyself was to get used to write fast and proficiency.

I am the person who is always changing not looking back but just going forward.

the reasons why I came to the U.S. was because I could never fitted in japanese education system.

I am free and I am too enthusiastic to stay in one place.

I have to go further and know right things.

I love Japan because my country is safe, has traditional culture, keep developing in technology and medicine, and peaceful.

I love the U.S. because I can put myself in anything I want. I realized how I am potential since I came here. I can do anything I want and I can believe myself which I could never did when I was in Japan.

I love myself now.

I love myself because I was the only person who believes myself most.

When I was Japan, I was doing same things what everybody does. Japanese people seldom act unique. We follow the trends and rules what majority of people think is right.

but I realized that there are more than one ansewers and I can find those answers by myself freely.

I came to the U.S. to find myself and set up my starting point to go forward.