my starting point

...is right here. I have to make starting point in somehow otherwise I won't look back myself,

Things goes well cuz I'm doing right thing. Just feel like I'm not doing well about my life even I go school and do my homework stuffs. I just wanna change my internal perception and act like hard working.

Don't know why I cannot write in Japanese here its kindda anoying but I'm ok cuz I'm feeling my self that I am so distracted and want shout out and become so free. I know I'm totally free and I don't have to a special.

But I don't know. I cannot still over come from my heart break or madness it makes me crazy. crazy as hell.

I am positive. I am happy. I am loved.

I trusted him. I was waiting. I was damn..

I am free.

I am free.

I am free.

My mind will be all positive. No jelous no pain no unger no loneliness no saddness no more pain no more lie no more cry.

my tears are so worthfull and it cannot be wasted because I am too happy to remember how to cry.

I will be ok.

I will help myself.

I wanna be better.

When I become better person, I will kiss my future love.