I have some kind of intention to you
I have to be in silent for you basically
Because I may say to you many kinds of unwilling words
Being in silent for you is my basic pattern in my daily life
Without you, of course I can make a living in my long span of life
I am not a weak person
I won't not lose myself only because you are always not in front of myself
But you are a precious person for myself
You can give me a special feeling for me
You always take me an unique place that I can feel some kinds of beautiful feeling
Beautiful feeling sometimes may give me a specific feeling of happiness
I can understand this specific feeling very well
But I am not a person who can't control myself
If you show me too much feeling of happiness
Then finally, I may be losing myself beyond my limitation of my daily life
So I have dared to say to you
I may need you, maybe
But I have not to say to you this kinds of sentences for ever