Some kind of intention | 詩人:Writer 上杉浩司

 

 

 

 

I have some kind of intention to you

I have to be in silent for you basically

Because I may say to you many kinds of unwilling words

 

Being in silent for you is my basic pattern in my daily life

Without you, of course I can make a living in my long span of life

I am not  a weak person 

I won't not lose myself only because you are always not in front of myself

 

But you are a precious person for myself

You can give me a special feeling for me

You always take me an unique place that I can feel some kinds of beautiful feeling

Beautiful feeling sometimes may give me a specific feeling of happiness 

 

I can understand this specific feeling very well

But I am not a person who can't control myself 

 

If you show me too much feeling of happiness

Then finally, I may be losing myself beyond my limitation of my daily life

 

So I have dared to say to you 

I may need you, maybe

 

But I have not to say to you this kinds of sentences for ever